ChemicallyEnhanced
Bluelighter
I get my meds on Friday morning and ran out ~30 hours ago.
I managed to get 16 x 30mg Codeine Phosphate from a relative (I told them a 75%-truth, that I'd ran out early and was really suffering, I just didn't say the reason I'd run out was abuse). I plan to take half of them tomorrow and half on Wednesday. Which isn't really enough to keep me out of withdrawal, but should be enough to take away the worst of it.
But that leaves today and Thursday...
I have Gabapentin and started taking it (staggered, apart from an initial dose of 1200mg) and have taken a total of 2100mg so far and I am so fucking grateful for this drug! I'm still clammy and shitting through the eye of a needle, but I feel more relaxed both physically and mentally. For me, the ANXIETY is actually the worst part of withdrawal so glad the Gabapentin helps with that.
I managed to get 16 x 30mg Codeine Phosphate from a relative (I told them a 75%-truth, that I'd ran out early and was really suffering, I just didn't say the reason I'd run out was abuse). I plan to take half of them tomorrow and half on Wednesday. Which isn't really enough to keep me out of withdrawal, but should be enough to take away the worst of it.
But that leaves today and Thursday...
I have Gabapentin and started taking it (staggered, apart from an initial dose of 1200mg) and have taken a total of 2100mg so far and I am so fucking grateful for this drug! I'm still clammy and shitting through the eye of a needle, but I feel more relaxed both physically and mentally. For me, the ANXIETY is actually the worst part of withdrawal so glad the Gabapentin helps with that.