Dude first things first don't Ever call me out again Pookie. If you have something like That to say email me and well arrange something. I hate fighting but I'm not some punkola child.
I have Always had sleeping issues. Even before I was on benzodiazapines or drugs in general. I always had problems sleeping. I remember being up for days just being me skateboarding everyday with too many thoughts. I had a lot of issues when I was a kid and for you to go on and say some shit like you did I'd beat your Ass in all honesty and being sincere with you. No one talks to me like that. I skateboard a lot. I don't "suck" either. I can some flip flop shit whatever. I'm not a weak little kid. I wasn't raised like that fool. I'm not a big buff guy, but I'm not the lankiest kid you may think. I WILL get buck if I have to. I used to go skate at Wilson 2 times a day for hours before school started. I love that park when there isn't a bunch of loud mouths flapping at the jaw. I eat healthy as fuck. I'm not fat. I do stretches, currently do I work out? well No, but you'd have to define work out. I still do push ups and sit ups if I feel like it. I will tell you one time, and one time only though. I don't care what you said, thats fine, hide behind a computer. Next time, and I don't make threats ever, ask me where I'm at, and if you feel like you need to say some fucked up shit like that to me do it face to face. I will get grimey . Big tuff badd ass I know, not really, but I handle mine, and I expect anyone to talk to me like that better know how to use their hooks or you will be the one crying in the fucking corner.
I have a REAL ptsd. I watched someone get stabbed ages ago. Blood everywhere. That was fuuucked up for me to see man. I couldn't and still don't sleep right because of that mess. I don't hate you but I think your either trying to start shit with the Wrong person, or are trying to be friends and are saying sorry for what you said then its cool. Otherwise my respect for you as a person is very little if any. I read, and your posts always pop up. Noone needs 3 benzos. I don't give a fuck. Whats happened to you? You ever lose friends? You ever lose yourself to a needle? I've fucked up so bad before I didn't know if my family would take me back in. I don't really use any drugs after slamming and getting on MMT. I hated myself. I hated myself so much I killed myself for a bit last year of a drug overdose. I got lucky in Intensive Care. It wasn't a typical overdose like heroin and pills, it was a lot worse than that. I probably should have died but I'm glad I didn't. I get anxiety over everything. I lose my breath sometimes. You want my life story forget it because you keep telling me bullshit G. You ever have a lame drug deal go down and then get held as a hostage for a full day just melting not knowing if your going to make it or not. I am not saying anything else.