Lightning-Nl
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I'm prescribed three, very addicting, very psychologically reinforcing, drugs. These drugs are Adderall (Amphetamine), Ativan (Lorazepam), and Restoril (Temazepam).
All of these drugs are prescribed for legitimate reasons. The Adderall is for ADHD, and lack of energy during the day, the Ativan for sudden and extreme episodes of anxiety, and the Temazepam for insomnia associated with what is probably Restless Leg Syndrome (which would make sense since ADHD and RLS are comorbid 29% of the time). Also, according to my family members - I consistently talk loudly, and "act out" dreams while I'm laying in bed asleep - so I may also have some sort of REM sleep disorder.
Anyways, I'm making this thread because I want input on wha other people think about my med regiment. For full details, you can look at my profile. Specifically, I want input on how sustainable this med regiment will be in the longer-term (meaning a couple years), what issues I may have to face, and if I should be a different med regiment.
I'm prescribed 40 milligrams of the Adderall per day. Lately, I've been using all 40 milligrams per day, but when I was working (and I got another job so I'll be working here again shortly) I was only taking up to 20 milligrams a day. Also, I usually take my Adderall in the evening. Lately, with the first dose (10-15 milligrams) being anywhere from 1-4 PM. The next dosage is almost always 25 milligrams, plugged, anywhere between 6:30-9:30 PM. Sometimes even as late as 11:00PM (but that's rare.) Then the last dose (5 milligrams) usually being around 2 hours later.
The Temazepam I take whenever I go to bed. Sometimes early at 1:00AM or late at 5:00AM. My prescribed dose is 30 milligrams. It's a very effective treatment for my RLS, but once it wares off - I experience pretty bad rebound pain. It's also effective at reducing my sleep talking and movements (from what I've been told) and it keeps me asleep anywhere from 5-8 hours. Usually I wake up after 6 hours though. I honestly thought I was going to have even worse addiction issues with Temazepam, then Ambien.
When I was on Ambien - I was taking handfuls of the stuff and my use of it was quickly spiraling out of control. I was up to 90 milligrams a day when I had to cold-turkey it. Then I was off all benzo's/zdrugs for a couple months (which was hell). Anyways, I promised myself that I'd never do that again - and when I saw my doctor 2 months after that short lived addiction, I made no mention of it to him. I just told him that Ambien had become ineffective for me, so we should attempt to try something else. Since I've literally tried everything else - he decide to put me on Temazepam. I thought, for sure, that I was going to be unable to control my use of it - but... I'm doing pretty damn good if I do say so myself.
I've really buckeled down and kept myself from taking more Temazepam than I'm supposed to. I've stuck to the 30 milligrams I'm supposed to be prescribed, and I've only taken double doses of it twice. Part of the reason for that, is due to the fact that I'm supplement additional Temazepam with some Lorazepam...
I'm prescribed Ativan 1 milligram (Lorazepam) for panic attacks and I can take it up to 3 times a day if I need to. Because of this - I get 90 of them every month. Since starting the Temazepam - I haven needed them at all, so I've stopped taking them. Only problem is, I've been taking 1 milligram of Lorazepam on top of the Temazepam every night. Because I take the Temazepam an two hours or so before I go to bed, I need to Ativan to give an additional "kick" to be able to fall asleep easily.
I'm wondering a couple things. My doctor said that if 30 milligrams didn't work that he would be willing to go above the FDA recommendation to 45 milligrams a night. Should I do tha instead of taking the Ativan? But what if I start abusing the Temazepam? I don't think I will, but what if?
Also, what will stop me from then taking the Lorazepam on top of that Temazepam anyways?
Anyways, I'm just curios on what you guys think. Thanks for the input!
SwampFox
All of these drugs are prescribed for legitimate reasons. The Adderall is for ADHD, and lack of energy during the day, the Ativan for sudden and extreme episodes of anxiety, and the Temazepam for insomnia associated with what is probably Restless Leg Syndrome (which would make sense since ADHD and RLS are comorbid 29% of the time). Also, according to my family members - I consistently talk loudly, and "act out" dreams while I'm laying in bed asleep - so I may also have some sort of REM sleep disorder.
Anyways, I'm making this thread because I want input on wha other people think about my med regiment. For full details, you can look at my profile. Specifically, I want input on how sustainable this med regiment will be in the longer-term (meaning a couple years), what issues I may have to face, and if I should be a different med regiment.
I'm prescribed 40 milligrams of the Adderall per day. Lately, I've been using all 40 milligrams per day, but when I was working (and I got another job so I'll be working here again shortly) I was only taking up to 20 milligrams a day. Also, I usually take my Adderall in the evening. Lately, with the first dose (10-15 milligrams) being anywhere from 1-4 PM. The next dosage is almost always 25 milligrams, plugged, anywhere between 6:30-9:30 PM. Sometimes even as late as 11:00PM (but that's rare.) Then the last dose (5 milligrams) usually being around 2 hours later.
The Temazepam I take whenever I go to bed. Sometimes early at 1:00AM or late at 5:00AM. My prescribed dose is 30 milligrams. It's a very effective treatment for my RLS, but once it wares off - I experience pretty bad rebound pain. It's also effective at reducing my sleep talking and movements (from what I've been told) and it keeps me asleep anywhere from 5-8 hours. Usually I wake up after 6 hours though. I honestly thought I was going to have even worse addiction issues with Temazepam, then Ambien.
When I was on Ambien - I was taking handfuls of the stuff and my use of it was quickly spiraling out of control. I was up to 90 milligrams a day when I had to cold-turkey it. Then I was off all benzo's/zdrugs for a couple months (which was hell). Anyways, I promised myself that I'd never do that again - and when I saw my doctor 2 months after that short lived addiction, I made no mention of it to him. I just told him that Ambien had become ineffective for me, so we should attempt to try something else. Since I've literally tried everything else - he decide to put me on Temazepam. I thought, for sure, that I was going to be unable to control my use of it - but... I'm doing pretty damn good if I do say so myself.
I've really buckeled down and kept myself from taking more Temazepam than I'm supposed to. I've stuck to the 30 milligrams I'm supposed to be prescribed, and I've only taken double doses of it twice. Part of the reason for that, is due to the fact that I'm supplement additional Temazepam with some Lorazepam...
I'm prescribed Ativan 1 milligram (Lorazepam) for panic attacks and I can take it up to 3 times a day if I need to. Because of this - I get 90 of them every month. Since starting the Temazepam - I haven needed them at all, so I've stopped taking them. Only problem is, I've been taking 1 milligram of Lorazepam on top of the Temazepam every night. Because I take the Temazepam an two hours or so before I go to bed, I need to Ativan to give an additional "kick" to be able to fall asleep easily.
I'm wondering a couple things. My doctor said that if 30 milligrams didn't work that he would be willing to go above the FDA recommendation to 45 milligrams a night. Should I do tha instead of taking the Ativan? But what if I start abusing the Temazepam? I don't think I will, but what if?
Also, what will stop me from then taking the Lorazepam on top of that Temazepam anyways?
Anyways, I'm just curios on what you guys think. Thanks for the input!
SwampFox