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Telling your secrets on MDMA

Jackeh

Jackeh

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Tomorrow I try MDMA for the first time. We got MDMA crystals instead of pills, it hasn't been tested because we don't have a test kit and can't get one because of our situation. I'm in a different town at the moment from my friends who I bought it with, and they tried it themselves and the effects sounded like MDMA which seems safe enough for me.

I heard that while rolling, people will have lowered inhibitions and tend to say things they will regret the next day.

I have a secret and I would definitely regret it the next day if I told anyone. It would actually be the worst thing that has ever happened to me if it did and I'm not exaggerating. Because I have this worry I think I will end up thinking about it, then try to push it out of my head, and then probably end up just thinking more about it.

If I did take MDMA and I knew how important it was that I didn't mention this, would I be likely to blurt it out or would I still have enough control to not do that?
 
It's true that there are secrets that you would be blurting out, I did this too when I was on mdma. If you don't want to do this or be careful, I would usually just go around and communicate with other people or just try to dance in the rave club. Are you guys going to a rave club by any chance?
 
If you would feel uncomfortable telling this secret sober, you probably wouldn't be saying it while your rolling. I can think pretty straight while I'm rolling, even "sober up" for brief moments even while I'm rolling hard.

Alcohol is something I'm more likeky to tell a secret on, as I've told many secret Ive regretted the next day while drinking. But never when I was rolling though.
 
I've kinda been in that situation before, it wasn't something that would have really been too bad I just didn't want the person to know. It was easy to not talk about it and forget about it for myself, but I have also blurted out secrets that I really didn't care if people knew about before while rolling.

Hope that helps.
 
Like BrutalRollar said alcohol is definitely more likely to cause you to blurt out your secrets. I feel emotionally clear headed under the effects of MDMA, so if anything you may end up being more in control. I honestly wouldn't worry about it; it's nothing like you probably think it is.
 
It's a bit of a cop-out tbh. 'Don't take MDMA because it will make you tell people your secrets'. In fact, don't take anything that might make you more sociable because then you might regret saying something. Instead, don't take drugs. Drugs are bad.

I agree with previous posters, alcohol opens me up and usally results in me telling people things I'd rather they didn't know far more than MDMA.
 
Maya said:
It's true that there are secrets that you would be blurting out, I did this too when I was on mdma. If you don't want to do this or be careful, I would usually just go around and communicate with other people or just try to dance in the rave club. Are you guys going to a rave club by any chance?
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It's a friends birthday and we're going to his girlfriends house along with a lot of other people. They like to take stuff in the house with each other and listen to music with some kind of visualiser on the TV. :L

Well, this has kind of put my mind at ease then. I'll probably make a trip report tomorrow depending on how well the night goes then. (: Thanks for the replies!
 
Jackeh said:
It's a friends birthday and we're going to his girlfriends house along with a lot of other people. They like to take stuff in the house with each other and listen to music with some kind of visualiser on the TV. :L

Well, this has kind of put my mind at ease then. I'll probably make a trip report tomorrow depending on how well the night goes then. (: Thanks for the replies!
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That's good then! You will be able to talk to other people or jus trip on the visualizer. Thing is mdma targets your emotions and there will be a time where you feel you love everybody lol so that's why there are chances uou will blurt out secrets. Tbh I've done this a lot with my friends and man its not good when you find out something unpleasant about you lol.
 
Ive told people I've never met and definitely had no business knowing anything about my life some very personal stories and things about me and my life
Be careful, seriously you can wake up the next day with so much embarrassment it's painful
 
MDMA tends to make me more honest. It makes telling the truth a lot easier. Because of that, I suspect that if I had poor personal boundaries I would probably blurt everything out.

I recently candy flipped with a friend and went for a walk in the woods. It facilitated a really amazing heart-to-heart conversation that we needed to have for a long time. It reduced judgment and enhanced compassion which made it feel safer to talk. I can see why this substance has therapeutic qualities.

I don't think MDMA can 'make you' tell your secrets. You still have free will while you're high. If you can't control the things you're saying then you need to work on containment when you're not high. Either that, or maybe the secret is burning within you and MDMA is making you realize that you just really need to tell someone.
 
In our experience it seems you're more likely to "tell secrets" that you actually want people to know, more than anything else. you probably aren't going to reveal anything that wouldn't come out while playing a drinking game like "I Never". The feeling of connection that you want to feel with people is accelerated when you're around someone that you want to know more about you - so it should come as a surprise that you want them to ask you questions about yourself, that you're volunteering information about yourself that isn't directly obvious. When someone starts to genuinely show an interest in you, it feels good! It makes you want to be closer.
 
Its pretty easy to keep a grip on things when youre rolling in my opinion. Id just focus on music, dancing, and enjoying the moment, and ull have nothing to worry about.
 
Yeah man normally (if it is really pure MDMA) you are going to be in full control of what you're telling people. If it was a secret that wouldn't be that bad to tell people and if you kinda felt he urge to tell but were afraid to then it might be that you'd gather the courage and tell someone when under the influence but if it's something you really really don't want to tell people it won't be a problem, you'll still think that way while rolling (at least that's what it's like for me, everyone reacts differently). Whatever you do DO NOT drink a lot of alcohol mixed with MDMA, then all bets are off and you will NOT be in control anymore...
 
MDMA isn't benzos, it won't just make you go out and do stuff you regret. You are still in control.
 
That's scary thinking you have something so secret you can't even let your friends know whilst rolling.

OoO

It would be in your favor of having a test-kit. I think your mind should be plenty at ease under the influence of MDMA. You still know that difference between yes and no, and what is tea-talk and what is not tea-talk. Just try to relax. MDMA is just a good social lubricant. I don't think it would be a very adequate 'truth serum'. You would just get the cold facts like 'I feel so good','Rolling tits bra!', and the ever so classy 'Off my shit man!'.
 
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