For me its like in those cartoons where a light bulb pops up over your head when you have a good idea. When I am on meth its like, instead of a regular light bulb, i have a huge bright flourescent light bulb with the on switch permanently left on, over my head. Its like my mind is racing with creative ideas nonstop one after the other.....Well atleast for the first 3 days i am up. Then the light begins to dim and the shadows begin creeping in from the corners for a day or so. They eventually go away, taking with them some of my fun and sanity. So, I sit there with my mind in a frenzy, yet i am fixated on one constant notion...DO NOT BURN THE DOPE. I watch the days pass with no sleep and no surrender. Repetitive actions keep my mind in a place that is free from paranoia and drama. Days and Nights combine and room together. These rooms add up and form a hallway that is a week or two long. Finally, when i start turning on my friends because they are breaking the rules and I realize that i am not even getting high anymore. I am just doing this line to maintain my composure and out of habit. I smoke some weed, take a xanax, and eat some food. Then i fall asleep and wake up the next day to start it all over. That first day of tweeking after some good sleep is unequaled.