piperazine
10:00pm: I dose one orange mushroom, gf doses the same....
11:00pm: We both dont feel much other than eyes open....
12:00pm We both just feel, eyes wide open, jaw lil tight, colors getting bright
1:00am: We both notice colors getting even brighter, stuff was shifting colors like shadows,jaw tighter not much tho..still to
weak, so i dose one more and the gf doses half a pill of the orange mushroom..
2:00 am: Stuff is "shadowing, looks like its almost moving more like morphing in shades... still does not feel like x....
3:00 am: I vomit, not like a sick vomit but more like "PUKE COMMING"
4:00 am: Feel like i might puke more, gf isnt puking at all, but feels like she might.Gf talks to me for about 2 hows about life, her experines when she was younger.
5:00am: We both start to get pariond, not much but keep thinking people at door..We start a tweaker mission looking for thermometer, cuz i think we might be over heating, we both where not one degree higher..
6:00am: Both have sex, for about 2 hours...Gf comes more then often, i cant cum.
7:00am: im having the hardest time to fucking piss, gf can i cant...
8:00am: - 12 noon we both feeling kinda sobar.
1:00pm: we think that its over take a shower, wrong, im not that faced, but my gf eyes are rolling back in her head, she says she is listening to Dj hixxy in her head
I shut up and dont bother her
2:00pm: i smack her up and she starts talking to me about shit , like what day is it, do i have work, what did we do, am i safe, ect...
3:00pm: im sober she still isnt, i kinda get freaked more parionod than ever cuz she is not straight like me...
4:00pm: she still is lost kinda still asking stupid shit that she knows the answers too..
5:00pm: still she is lost not fully recalls some things like what we did..
6:00pm: we both still feeling not hungry, not tired, nothing but tweaking kinda...
7:00pm: we both take sleeping pills i pass out for about a hour, gf says she will go on the pc.
8:00pm: she wakes me up that she is scared and dont feel good, i wake up like whoa...
9:00pm: We stay up and watch tv, i talk to her and she says she feels not so scared now.
10:00pm: she takes another shower cuz im like it will help she didnt want me in with her but wants to wait by the door, I notice her almost nodding out i scream get the fuck outta there, she finishes and tells me
on how hard she is tripping, im not at all im pretty much sober but tweaked..
11:00pm she is tripping balls talking about why is radio on, why the christmas tree is spinning and all this other shit... she says she is really sad, and crying for a hour, she is clincally depressed...
12:00pm: I recall she has some anti-depressents/ anti physcoitc pills, i give her one..
1:00am: she says she is totally not tripping feeling better and we smoke some hookah.
2:00am: we both watch tv and bullshit i tell her about how lost she was and she laughs
3:00am: i say lets take some sleeping pills i take more, she takes some...
4:00am - 8:00am We both wake up and like we cant sleep
9:00am: we both watch tv, does up more on sleeping pills
10:00am- 5:00 pm: we both pass out
6:00pm: We both are awake take a shower, kinda rethink wtf happend...
7:00pm we are fuckin feeling pariond like who, we talk about it helps us deal with it
8:00pm- 11:00pm: still feel like parniod , no come down other than parniod and anxious
12:00pm - We both go to sleep.