Raz
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 11, 2002
- Messages
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Okay, here's my theory...I've seen enough bullshit in my life that I know I could get hit tonight by a car and nobody would ever see me again.
This isn't a morbid deathwish thing, it's just common sense. I want to tell y'all how much you mean to me not out of obligation but just because I want to. If it weren't for bluelight I might not be here today, and it's really important to me that you people know what you've meant to me.
I want to mention you all by name...I would really like to mention some of you in particular, but I don't want this to be a name-dropping thread.
Instead, I want y'all to talk about what bluelight has meant for you as a community, and what difference it has made in your life.
For me, I have made friends that I don't think I would have made any other way, and that I don't think I would be so close to now if it weren't for the way we met.
I have learned to respect and value myself for what I mean to other people, because people have spoken about that when it gains them nothing to do so.
Maybe this is really self-indulgent and doesn't really accomplish anything, but I think of the people we have all lost and I would like to think it would have kept some people here a bit longer if they knew how much we all mean to each other and how much we're capable of helping one another if we'll just let it happen.
I have lots of love for bluelight and for bluelighters; it's in large part because of y'all that I have learned to value myself as much as I do. Don't ever underestimate what we can do for each other.
Love and hugs and all that fag shit,
Raz
(PS: Mods, delete this if it's dumb, I just thought it might be a nice idea)
This isn't a morbid deathwish thing, it's just common sense. I want to tell y'all how much you mean to me not out of obligation but just because I want to. If it weren't for bluelight I might not be here today, and it's really important to me that you people know what you've meant to me.
I want to mention you all by name...I would really like to mention some of you in particular, but I don't want this to be a name-dropping thread.
Instead, I want y'all to talk about what bluelight has meant for you as a community, and what difference it has made in your life.
For me, I have made friends that I don't think I would have made any other way, and that I don't think I would be so close to now if it weren't for the way we met.
I have learned to respect and value myself for what I mean to other people, because people have spoken about that when it gains them nothing to do so.
Maybe this is really self-indulgent and doesn't really accomplish anything, but I think of the people we have all lost and I would like to think it would have kept some people here a bit longer if they knew how much we all mean to each other and how much we're capable of helping one another if we'll just let it happen.
I have lots of love for bluelight and for bluelighters; it's in large part because of y'all that I have learned to value myself as much as I do. Don't ever underestimate what we can do for each other.
Love and hugs and all that fag shit,
Raz
(PS: Mods, delete this if it's dumb, I just thought it might be a nice idea)
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