In the mid-70's, when I was 18, my cousin and her husband "accidentally" left out their bong with several hits worth of Colombian when I spent the night one weekend. They were totally preoccupied with their own enjoyment in bed together, so there was no danger of me bothering them. I had never smoked pot before, and after doing what was left in the bong, I was stoned for the first time in my life. There was a stack of LPs playing, so I laid down thinking I'd go to sleep, but cancel that idea. I was seeing visual trails and color light shows in my head, and the song lyrics were so amazing to me, so I was not about to go to sleep. Then I got frisky and started feeling myself (not even my genitals, just my skin) and it was like game over!
From that moment on, there was nothing but making love to my own body the rest of the night, and I do actually mean "making love." I was my own first sexual lover before I was ever somebody else's, and frankly I learned a hell of a lot from that night! The most important thing I learned was that once I orgasmed, I could cum and cum and cum, and never stop, as long as wanted to. See, nobody ever told me that wasn't supposed to be possible, so it wasn't until years later I "learned" that, in some sexology article, and literally laughed out loud (long before that was called LOL). I was like, dude! Don't fuckin' tell me what can't be done that I do every other day or so!
From that age until today, there has literally almost never been a time when I've had sex or self-love that I have not orgasmed multiple times in close succession. It doesn't feel like cumming unless I have multiple (or long) orgasms. This has become even more intense since I started having penetrative sex (with dildos), and discovered anal orgasms. At first, once I start cumming anally (usually along with penis stimulation to start with), I would begin a continuous flow of orgasm that comes over me in waves, where some peaks result in further ejaculations, and some don't but are just incredibly intense spasming of the same nerve/muscle clusters I associate with genital orgasms (in other words, it "feels" the same as ejaculatory orgasm), only without emissions of semen.
Nowadays, that continuous orgasmic state is kind of the peak experience I seek as often as I have the time. I can do this solo, or with my wife fucking me with a dildo. Lately I have stopped going for the ejaculatory orgasm at the start, and just skipped ahead to the continuous state where I sometimes ejaculate and sometimes don't, and I don't even care. Hell, it feels almost the same (well, equally good, and in all the same places, only minus the squirting). That way, I get there a lot sooner, and have fun a lot longer. The only thing I give up is the intense jerking spasms of ejaculation. But instead I have milder contractions, or the same feeling even without contractions. Sorry, words kind of fail me.
I don't expect anybody who's never had these experiences to accept them at face value, but if they were your experiences, you'd tire of people telling you they aren't possible. To me this thread is kind of comical and sad. The fact that SO MANY people have not and may never feel what I regularly feel, boggles my mind. I'm not bragging, I'm just kind of sad for humanity. Does that make any sense? What I am not is freaked out that there's something "weird" about me. If it weren't for how damn good it feels, I probably would be worried. But this feels good enough to immunize me from other people's opinions.
Solano
