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Yeah that's from the hole in the ozone layer being right above us, not from it being hot. I think we tie with australia for highest rates of skin cancer even though it never gets hotter than 23 degrees here
 
Actually, i remember a friend over there telling me the exact same thing.
Strange..
Sucks that we have some of the highest skin cancer rates.. My mother recently got treated for some minor skin cancer. It's bloody scary.
I always worry that i have some spawning on my skin which i am completely oblivious of.
Paranoiiiiiid.
 
I left a ten year relationship six months ago. I'm with someone now but i still ache for the ex. I've been looking for any high to distract myself from thinking that dreaded "did i make a mistake" thought. i think I'm getting out of control. A few weeks ago i found myself in a guys bed with a nose bleed <snip>. He forced himself on me. I should have called the cops but i know that i would lose my bf and hes all i have. The rapeist guy told me not to leave bc he liked my pretty face and passed out. I called my ex at 4 am and the darling came and got me. no questons asked, and dropped me at a friends house on south st. I got a little sleep then i cleaned up and went camping with my bf. Holding in the pain of what happened that thursday night was torture. I'm still not feeling ok. <snip> i still want to run and run and run away
 
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Oh you poor doll *hug* You're overwhelmed. You need to take a step back and some time to yourself to sort your thoughts and feelings out. I suggest if you can do it, not to be getting high on anything but instead to take a mini holiday, by yourself, figure out how you feel about ur ex and ur bf, and come to terms with what just happened to you. Rest, relax and recuperate. Then return to your life less confused.

I don't know if this works for everyone, but I've gotten myself into similar situations and it always means I need to take some time alone, and then I am better able to cope with everything afterwards.
 
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Thank you Libby:) your kindness really helped. I don't have many people right now who are actually there, and the one person i want to tell that i got raped will never look at me agin if i tell him. unforunetly me time is hard to come by. everyone always wants something from me and i dont know how to say no:( please excuse spelling im sleepy as hell from kpins
 
First of all, it's not your fault that you were raped, rape is NEVER the fault of the victim/survivor. And you do not have to tell anyone unless you want to. It may be hard to do, but your needs are important too not just what you can do for everyone else, if you can't get space alone from people, go where they can't find you (somewhere SAFE and quiet, maybe a library. Sit, do some reading or some writing).
 
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I am def going to do that. I have two girls so like i said alone time is super hard. Mostly i make lunches, change diapers and do laundry but then cry every spare moment i have. i think I'll tell my bf that i want this weekend to think and relax. My ex has the kids so if i dont run off and do my usual thrill seeking bs i should find some me time for sure
 
Good, I really hope it helps you relax and get things into perspective. It would be better if you could make "me time" a regular thing but I can understand how that mightn't be possible if you have kids and everything.
 
I really should MAKE me time. I'm more important then my bf at least. he can deal with not seeing me a few days bc i need to get my shit together. Thanks libby:) im going to go to sleep a little more peaceful tonight thanks to you:)
 
Llegs, I am so sorry to hear what happened to you. Holding it inside will backfire on you and cause way more pain than you are already in. Trying to be there for your kids while suffering like that is too much to bear. I don't know where you live but here there is free counseling for rape victims. Have you thought of doing that? I hope that you get support soon.<3
 
^^changes!!
That sounds pretty decent :-)
I'd love to hear of them!!
Hope all is well for the darksiders today/tonight.
I have been reconnecting with a couple of old friends..
Has proven to be a more enjoyable experience than I thought..
We made chocolate brownies :)
 
Watched Reqiuem for a Dream last night...enjoyed it. A friend I met last night recommended that I watch the movie Pi by the same director, so maybe that's something I'll check out :)
 
Requiem for a dream.. That's a pretty heavy movie.
I watched 'human traffic' the other night with my girlfriend.
It's so awesome. Not as depressing as requiem for a dream (thankfully)!!
 
I personally think Requiem is overrated and somewhat inaccurate of a portrayal. The one that got to me was Candy.


And now for another extremely lame "AA joke"...

THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN YOU'RE DRUNK:

NSFW:
Innovative

Preliminary

Proliferation



THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN YOU'RE DRUNK:

NSFW:
Specificity

Constitution

Loquacious


THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN YOU'RE DRUNK:

NSFW:

Thanks, but you're not my type.

Nope, no more booze for me bartender.

No one wants to hear me sing.
 
Wow! all these movies i not seen in abit, time for a revisit me thinks.
Change is both in good and bad, its like a majour life upheaval thing and my life is gonna be completly different, in which way i cant tell yet tripnotzym. Genraly dont deal with change great, but i been stuck in a bad spot for too long im kinda over it.
Now some butthole stole the pushbike i only had for a few weeks one would think it safe in ur underground carport, but there ya go, So im bussin it off to the doctor today....always late im hangin for another hour @ least b4 i leave. found some flash games that are keeping me half sane coz the exersise hasnt been happenin. Something to attack this week woulda rode the 5 kms to the doctor but yer the bike.... thievien assholes i swear iahave the worst luck with bikes locked up or not go fuigure.
Hope everyone is gonna b havin a good day as opposed to all the shitty ones that can come up:)
 
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