TDS Social Thread v. RIP tobala & junctionalfunkie, we love you both

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Wow I had no idea tobala had died. I'm sure he had no clue who I was but I would read his posts all the time.

Well, in the name of the thread; watching the Simpsons smoking some bubblers of Bubba Kush from the dispensary.

Brought a smile to my face man <3

Terrible news in regards to Tobala, I am still shocked actually.

Yeah it is a big shock huh. Such a tragedy, in every sense of the word. He will be sorely missed <3

Deutschland!!!!! Sorry Aussies.

Far out man, whaddya doin to me?!?!? That game was SO fucking rigged, did you see Cahill's red card?? Were they fucking SERIOUS?!?!?!? Now he's out for the next game against Ghana, so Australia is officially completely fucked.

How conveeeeenient 8)
 
Pharactor id have loved to go to that cup parade. Im a hockey fan too so that would be awesome. Plus the team is like 60% canadian anyway so yeah it's really the canadians who won it :)

An American put in the Cup winning goal ;)

Just kidding, I love the Canadian guys. Toews has potential to be better then Crosby IMO. Kieth is one of my favorites. Brower is a great story and really touched me, since we both almost lost our fathers at around the same time. I had to watch a few games in the hospital with my pops after his heart attack.

Happiest for Hossa though.

Anyways I am doing okay, I simply do not want to do my job anymore though. I need to start taking the steps to find a new one. I deal with extremely traumatic situations all day, the paperwork never stops and I cannot even get a full fucking day off because something always happens that is enough of an emergency to make me have to work. I really feel like it is causing me some mental problems. I had to move back home with my parents, and they will not let me just quit (understandably so). Its getting to the point where I may just take a serving job, then at least I will not be on call anymore. God knows I don't get paid any better then one.

Of course the herb and beer do not make this any better. Need to really work on cutting back the booze (again) and stop smoking herb (again, but not a problem)
 
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The loss of any BLer hits me hard, and I have dealt with death more times than I care to count, both personally and professionally. Tobala was my friend and someone I consider a brother. His light and friendship brought me out of a lot of dark places. I think he intervened over the weekend when I was being a reckless stranger in a strange land. Thanks for saving my sorry ass.

My attempt at a proper eulogy, one I never thought I would have to write.

We live for you and in your honor, my friend. I know you're through to the other side now. I asked our family pastor to honor you at Sunday services under an assumed name. We also pruned our rose bush and have a bowl of roses on our kitchen table.

Sorry everybody, I'm having a gloomy Monday. I am weaning from tramadol (kicking it well and properly; no problems) and trying really hard not to be so aloof all the time IRL. I have so many walls up right now against anyone whom I do not know is friendly. I need to spread a little more love, I think.
 
Far out man, whaddya doin to me?!?!? That game was SO fucking rigged, did you see Cahill's red card?? Were they fucking SERIOUS?!?!?!? Now he's out for the next game against Ghana, so Australia is officially completely fucked.

How conveeeeenient 8)

My fathers family is from Germany and my mothers family is from Italy, so when the US is stinking it up I have two winners to root for.
 
Far out man, whaddya doin to me?!?!? That game was SO fucking rigged, did you see Cahill's red card?? Were they fucking SERIOUS?!?!?!? Now he's out for the next game against Ghana, so Australia is officially completely fucked.

How conveeeeenient 8)

My fathers family is from Germany and my mothers family is from Italy, so when the US is stinking it up I have two winners to root for.
 
^I think Argentina's going to take the whole thing. I'm not hard rooting for anybody in particular; lightly rooting for the USA because it's my home territory. My New Orleans Saints won the Super Bowl. It can't get any better than growing up with an absolute shit team that finally got itself together. I seriously cried - and won a few bucks on that one. ;)
 
agh, well, hello TDS.

i just got tooth #15 extracted(very back top left molar) and this shit hurts worse than any pain i've felt in ages. the dentist did not properly use the novacaine, which has already worn off and the pharmacy is taking too goddamn long to fill a script to a measly 12 vicodin.

i want to kill.
 
Hang in there. I'm sure it will be better soon.
Just make sure to keep the wound clean, swish with warm salt water.
 
Tips on life from Dad.
Compliment three people each day.

Watch a sunrise at least once a year:

Overtip breakfast waitresses.

Look people in the eye.

Say "thank you" a lot.

Say "please" a lot.

Live beneath your means.

Buy whatever kids are
selling on card tables in
their front yards.

Treat everyone you meet as
you want to be treated.

Donate two pints
of blood every year.

Make new friends but
cherish the old ones.

Keep secrets.

Don't waste time learning
the "tricks of the trade."
Instead, learn the trade.

Admit your mistakes.

Be brave. Even if you're not,
pretend to be.
No one can tell the difference.

Choose a charity in your
community and support it
generously with your
time and money.

Read the Bill of Rights.

Use credit cards only for
convenience, never for credit.

Never cheat.

Give yourself a year and read
the Bible cover to cover.

Learn to listen. Opportunity
sometimes knocks very softly.

Never deprive someone of hope;
it might be all he or she has.

Pray not for things, but for
wisdom and courage.

Never take action when
you're angry.

Have good posture.
Enter a room with purpose
and confidence.

Don't discuss business in elevators.
You never know who
may overhear you.

Never pay for work before
it's completed.

Be willing to lose a battle
in order to win the war.

Don't gossip.

Beware of the person who
has nothing to lose.
When facing a difficult task,
act as though it is
impossible to fail. If you're
going after Moby Dick,
take along the tartar sauce.

Don't spread yourself too thin.
Learn to say no
politely and quickly.

Don't expect life to be fair.

Never underestimate the
power of forgiveness.

Instead of using the word
problem, try substituting
the word opportunity.

Never walk out on
a quarrel with your wife.

Regarding furniture and clothes:
if you think you'll be using them
five years or longer, buy the best
you can afford.

Be bold and courageous.
When you look back
on your fife, you'll regret
the things, you didn't do
more than the ones you did.

Forget committees. New, noble,
world-changing ideas always come
from one person working alone.
Street musicians are a treasure.
Stop for a moment and listen;
then leave a small donation.

When faced with a serious
health problem, get at least three
medical opinions.

Wage war against littering.

After encountering inferior
service, food or products,
bring it to the attention
of the person in charge.
Good managers will
appreciate knowing.

Don't procrastinate.
Do what needs doing when
it needs to be done.

Get your priorities straight.
No one ever said on his
deathbed, "Gee, if I'd only spent
more time at the office."

Don't be afraid to say
"I don't know."

Don't be afraid to say
"I'm sorry."

Make a list of 25 things
you want to experience before
you die. Carry it in your
wallet and refer to it often.

Call your mother.

I thought this was good and that I would share it with you all. :D
 
J & H -

I was shocked at that Flyers comeback, I thought for sure it was going to be a Boston v Chicago Final
 
can't get any better than growing up with an absolute shit team that finally got itself together. I seriously cried - and won a few bucks on that one. ;)

I will admit I shed a few tears both when the White Sox won and the Blackhawks won. All of my favorite teams have won in my lifetime and my two favorite (Hawks and Sox) won in the last few years.

I won close to 300 on the Hawks, I put the money down almost a year ago. Glad I did
 
The loss of any BLer hits me hard, and I have dealt with death more times than I care to count, both personally and professionally. Tobala was my friend and someone I consider a brother. His light and friendship brought me out of a lot of dark places. I think he intervened over the weekend when I was being a reckless stranger in a strange land. Thanks for saving my sorry ass.

My attempt at a proper eulogy, one I never thought I would have to write.

Hun, thank you so much for sharing that. Very touching, and does real justice to our beautiful friend <3 He would've been very proud but mostly humbled :)
I am crying once again for this devastating loss :(
R.I.P tobala <3
 
^I think Argentina's going to take the whole thing. I'm not hard rooting for anybody in particular; lightly rooting for the USA because it's my home territory. My New Orleans Saints won the Super Bowl. It can't get any better than growing up with an absolute shit team that finally got itself together. I seriously cried - and won a few bucks on that one. ;)

Your Saints embarrassed my Pats this year. I was rooting for them all post season, especially when my Pats were knocked out.
 
J & H -

I was shocked at that Flyers comeback, I thought for sure it was going to be a Boston v Chicago Final

Me too, but I guess us Bostonians deserve it after doing the same thing to the Yankees, though that was much more sweeter than I'm sure the Flyers fans felt. As I stated earlier, the Blackhawks are my Western Conference team, they're a solid young bunch and have the opportunity to be good for years.
 
I will admit I shed a few tears both when the White Sox won and the Blackhawks won. All of my favorite teams have won in my lifetime and my two favorite (Hawks and Sox) won in the last few years.

I won close to 300 on the Hawks, I put the money down almost a year ago. Glad I did

You better damn believe I was crying when the Red Sox finally won the WS, especially after someone as special to me as my grandmother went her entire life being a Red Sox fan not watch us win a title. Cherish it man, because even if we're not on the roster, we're all part of our teams. We invest not only money, but our hearts and souls into our teams. So enjoy away, and if crying is a part of it, so be it.
 
I can't help it.
I have to share this with you guys!
This was the best video I've seen in a LONG time and I know it is just perfect for so many of us.

P.S. I love you, each and every one of you. Don't forget it.

"No arms, No legs, No worries."
http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1vqzHx/www.youtube.com/watch%253Fv%253DGc4HGQHgeFE

That's extraordinary, I try to think when I'm as low as low goes in my depression that there are people who have it far worse than me, but even then its hard to garner hope after thinking about it. It's too bad things such as dopamine and serotonin can play evil tricks on our minds.
 
Doing much much better today. I have had a terrible two weeks, honestly was more depressed then I have been in a long time. Being honest with myself, it was most likely caused by the short relapse of opiates I had (actually it was more like two quick ones).

Really starting to accept the fact that I simply cannot use opiates anymore at all, not even for a quick "controlled relapse".. these controlled relapses are becoming harder and harder on me and its not worth it. Shit I do not even really enjoy the high anymore, I haven't in over 5 years.

Still have my appt next Friday to talk to my Doctor about medications for ADD (No Amps obviously) and Depression. By that time I really want to have cut down on the alcohol consumption and maybe throw in a sober day or two.

I'm going to be quitting smoking cannabis over the weekend. I still love Cannabis and its culture, its just the shit gets in my way too much. I will still smoke it from time to time, I just cannot have it in my possession.

Having a bowl of soup and some bread for lunch. I love being able to come home for lunch, I will even do cheesy things for myself like hang up a comfy outfit for when I get home or have my workout clothes ready.
 
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