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i tried multi quoting but the server is being insanely slooooooowww

thanks panic ascl neo and ocean:) :) and about my music (posts still aren't loading sorry) it's going rreeally good i'm on itunes now!!! i had a really good record deal in my future but they wanted me to go all alternative/rocky on my folk/indie songs. but if you guys wanna hear my stuff it's www.paigeholzinger.com godlovesugly that's a great tattoo thank you and congrats to you too. great tattoo artist

the songs automatically play and the first two are hip hop/club tracks i wrote for some cool beats i was given but the rest after that are all my indie stuff

pillthrill not that you were remotely heavy before but you look insanelyyyy skinnier! i hope you are doing well!
 
the second one, "running away club mix" sems like that will get stuck in my head, you know?
very cool, sounds like, being discerning, if you were in a larger studio youd really really be able to catch a lot more sound. but the feeling is perfect, nothing to say but wows about that :-). in other words, find right mngmt, with the %'s to the right studio with the right producer.
have you sent demos to any larger electronica producers, asking what they thought about doing a remix?(big door).

this acoustic one is just as good, the high-tech isnt as needed so it just sounds lovely...
hearing you go from electro, to acoustic/vocal sure shows range! and with equally impacting emotion-definite talent, broad range, and obviously lots of room to grow, they will notice eventually.
:)
man, i like You Had it Pretty Easy a lot too.

freak'n well done.!.
 
haha thank you! i'm already on itunes! i had a record deal with universal music group, but like i said before they wanted to make me alternative/edgy like evanescence, and i'm no amy lee or trent resniks wife lol. so i backed out. techno/hip hop tracks aren't really my forte i was just doing my old producers a favor. i write songs in 20 minutes so they'd give me a track and an idea and i'd just bring it to the studio and do my thing. i have connections with alot of reputable producers and one of my old producers tried stealing my song lyrics to running away (before i got them copyrighted). he came over with a beat he claimed was his, except after doing my research i found the real beat maker, contacted him, told him he was stealing his beats claiming them as his own and tried stealing my own song from me, and he redflagged him on alot of production sites. i used to be a member with A&R select, and i'm registered with BMI (not sure if you're familiar but both are music corporations to get your music airplay/royalties) but in the end it was costing me too much. plus i still have a slight panic disorder i'm trying to get over so after i got my solid 11 songs down i've been taking a break from recording/writing in general and focusing on my newly married life and going back to school

haha wow i'm so flattered you like that song. i wrote that about my dad, everything in it is 100% true. ode to hardy is about my old doctor that got me hooked on adderall and klonopin. and magic 8 ball is when i was addicted to coke. it's interesting to listen back myself personally to the songs. thank you so much for the compliments on my range though i appreciate that alot. i figure i spent alot of money and time trying to get heard, i've been heard, i'll be heard again sometime in the future (i'm still only 19) and other than my newly smoking habit not much will change, if anything it'll take the youngness out of my voice haha. just going to let it happen instead of chasing it. it does suck to think i could be an artist for UMG this year though, my album was going to drop in march. but i'll die before i sell out!
 
in my DJing stint, i experienced and saw lots of shit like that; people stealing perticular "blends" or entire set concepts, steal leads on openings for events, actual recorded mixes(which would generally take me 4-16 months to finalize).
the studio-contract i was offered was probably simiar to some earlier offers you were made; $20,000 2 or 5 year loan, 4-6 months studio time(*?) so many hours per week/producer/equipment in studio, with all sorts of *clauses(excessive distracting/diverting ones if you ask me) and this guy wanted like 22-24% interest + an exclusive live performance stipulation, hed locate vendors and take care of distributing, for another 8%... which really really sucked and was cripplingly restricting, especially when confronted by other 'crews', production companies, agents, and promoters,,, man.

you dont sound out of place with the techy stuff, not at all, you must listen to a lot of similar stuff, no?
like i said, the secon electro song stuck in my head, if you were to promote with, or need to choose a radio-play song, that would probably stick in other peoples heads too,,, then they calll back asking "who was that super fly BGirl?!?" or requests to hear again.

maybe, id find as many radio station with "Hot or Not" segments.
im fairly confident youd be droppin 'em hot, miss molly.
wildest most fun and surreal time of my life though, any money i was dipped out on for performing would of been long since spent, looking out at a large crowed of people looking back at you screaming and dancing is nothing that can be measured.
heheh~besides writing that song that reaches into the right into someones mind.
;)
im on itunes already, so ill be choosing myself a Molly song..!
so cool.


of course attend to your marriage and education, but it seems you have a lot of natural talent and probably a hard drive to create, try and keep it all in balance or you maynot feelso in balance it seems. keep writing, and then maybe stashing away the keepers in the meantime, also keep on them with your album!!
idk, your rockin itunes, so... heh, just dont convince yourself to settle with this, keep going where its taking you.
ive been considering putting together some simple but affective acoustic songs, and hitting an open mic, see what happens-find someone to jam with.


<3
:D
 
Hey DSers
I'm BLin'
Sorry my IRL counseling is kinda takin me away from my DS counseling...hope everyone is doing alright. I know N30 will take care of things as usual :)
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Hey pretty lady :) We're all taking care of each other in here, as usual <3
How's work going?
 
Tonight was good. I think I handled things confidentially and efficiently.
You wouldn't believe some of the Crisis calls I get!
You NEVER EVER know what is on the other side of that line, on top of taking care of whatever strange drama or plague has fallen upon the shelter and the people in it that I look after!
Sometimes they try to make their crisis my crisis and its hard to not get caught up in the insanity.
1 year of this and then I can do something hopefully...
:)
 
hmm interesting.

so whats the number one reason people call?
money?
self-esteem?
love?
loneliness?
abuse?
drugs/narcotics/stims?
alcohol?
wrong #?
mental d/o?
physical condition?


i would guess loneliness & self-esteem issues.
.......
btw, i just love the helmet shot.
you gave no explanation, but, wtf?
 
everytime ive called a crisis line the route cause was loneliness , utter despair thinking i would never ever have anyone give a fuck i was alive. I'm so grateful this is not the case anymore and I am able to work on my problems instead of have them engulf me.
 
panic in paradise said:
btw, i just love the helmet shot.
you gave no explanation, but, wtf?
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Does it really need an explanation though?? I like it better without one =D

theartofwar said:
utter despair thinking i would never ever have anyone give a fuck i was alive.
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I think we can pretty safely say you will never have reason to think that ever again. So many people right here in TDS love you and give a huge fuck if you're alive <3 :)
 
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Greetings, fellow dark siders.

My life just keeps getting better and better ever since I crawled out of my butthole and learned to let my dick swing instead of cupping it with my hands and walking around in the fetal position with horse blinders! <3

Love you guys
 
<3 u too,
keep the swang in your swing man.


n3ophy7e said:
Does it really need an explanation though?? I like it better without one =D


I think we can pretty safely say you will never have reason to think that ever again. So many people right here in TDS love you and give a huge fuck if you're alive <3 :)
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no, youre right, i quick scrolled up&down looking for an explanation. when i didnt find one, thats when i lol'd and let imagination take over.
;)


TAoW, we really do care very much.
say what you feel you need to, dont hold this stuff in, or try and fight it.
youve been talking about how these feeling come, speaking of them as you are; in a helpful concerned sharing way.


sometimes its glory, but this too shall pass.
<3
time brother,
let it be steps at a pace, rather then out of control distance.

i know what it feels like to have mental, emotional, and physical pain that is so bad that normal is unfathomable, and then when its over for the time being, trying to explain or remember clearly is almost impossible.
its awful yes, but will leave as sure as it came.
 
panic in paradise said:
hmm interesting.

so whats the number one reason people call?
money?
self-esteem?
love?
loneliness?
abuse?
drugs/narcotics/stims?
alcohol?
wrong #?
mental d/o?
physical condition?


i would guess loneliness & self-esteem issues.
.......
btw, i just love the helmet shot.
you gave no explanation, but, wtf?
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its my kawaii speed racer look :)

We are a specialize hotline....
Most calls are homeless and domestic violence that need shelter. I also get sexual assault calls, but then I call and dispatch someone out to the hospital to deal with it. We get regulars that call because they have trouble coping after whatever happened to them.. and the occasional pervert that just wants to mess with you and get under your skin...
 
^^ Yeah I can imagine that would be difficult to detach yourself from their situations and just remain the professional. Good on you hun <3


Gorgeous photo ocean. I love that soft look <3
 
damn, thanks guys <3 , I never have felt better in my life and I never EVER have felt the love I do now - it's been a wild ride I'm so blessed to have the people I do in my life.
 
^
<3
TAoW~

cool shot otioano...

i need a "cool new shot" - heheh
was going to post my 'wife beater/calendar-boy(ill admit that one is haha) shot', but feel like a bit of a cheese~dawg posting it again.

i really dont want to end up spending 2 hours or something trying to take a damn picture.
lol
 
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