Byecodeine
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- Nov 10, 2014
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Hi I'm a newbie on this forum, but sadly, I'm not a newbie to opiates
I've been hooked on opiated for nearly 4 years, thanks to a doctor.
It all started with a headache 4 years ago, that turned into a 5 day migraine, for which I was hospitalised with.
I was diagnosed with clusters, a form of migraines, but different.
The hospital told me I needed to visit my doctor to discuss some pain management for the clusters.
I did just that... And wish I hadn't !!
he put me on codeine, and over a few months I began to feel quite sick if I didn't take them.
I went back and told the doc, and he told me that I had an addiction to them.. So he took me off of them and replaced them with Tramadol !! .. I know right!? Even worse!! .... so here I was addicted to codeine and then given tramadol.
I stayed on tramadol for 2 years, untill my mother came with me to the docs to explain that he was making me ill.
I told him that he needs to help me get off of the tramadol as I was very much dependant on them and told him I was even getting them from friends when my prescription run out.. My two little boys needed their mummy to be normal again ...... The docs response ... "It's ok, you'll be fine, I'll give you a prescription for a months supply this time instead of a week"
... Shock shock horror!!!! ....
I gave up with Doctors realising that I wasn't going to get help and lost all faith in the health service. I started to buy transformed from websites and couldn't see a way out! ... Well this all changed this year, when tramadol became a controlled drug in June.
I had no option but to switch back to dihydracodeine, I had come full circle.. But quite proud I had come off the tramadol as this was worse than codeine.
I have found out I'm pregnant again, we are over the moon, I decided to find faith in the health service again, and visited a new doctor who has given me support! I have regained some faith again, and have dropped my dosage from "30mg x 2, 5 times. Day" to "30mg x 2 twice daily" I'm tapering slowly, as cold turkey can bring on miscarriage.
I'm feeling a lot better and so much more confident and positive about things now! .. today was the first day my body decided to adjust to the new dosage and I must say that feels good!!! ... I'm finally getting my life back and my children have their happy mummy back xx
I'm happy that all through this they had no idea of what was going on, they just new I sometimes didn't feel very well. it hasn't affected them at all xx
I've been hooked on opiated for nearly 4 years, thanks to a doctor.
It all started with a headache 4 years ago, that turned into a 5 day migraine, for which I was hospitalised with.
I was diagnosed with clusters, a form of migraines, but different.
The hospital told me I needed to visit my doctor to discuss some pain management for the clusters.
I did just that... And wish I hadn't !!
he put me on codeine, and over a few months I began to feel quite sick if I didn't take them.
I went back and told the doc, and he told me that I had an addiction to them.. So he took me off of them and replaced them with Tramadol !! .. I know right!? Even worse!! .... so here I was addicted to codeine and then given tramadol.
I stayed on tramadol for 2 years, untill my mother came with me to the docs to explain that he was making me ill.
I told him that he needs to help me get off of the tramadol as I was very much dependant on them and told him I was even getting them from friends when my prescription run out.. My two little boys needed their mummy to be normal again ...... The docs response ... "It's ok, you'll be fine, I'll give you a prescription for a months supply this time instead of a week"
... Shock shock horror!!!! ....
I gave up with Doctors realising that I wasn't going to get help and lost all faith in the health service. I started to buy transformed from websites and couldn't see a way out! ... Well this all changed this year, when tramadol became a controlled drug in June.
I had no option but to switch back to dihydracodeine, I had come full circle.. But quite proud I had come off the tramadol as this was worse than codeine.
I have found out I'm pregnant again, we are over the moon, I decided to find faith in the health service again, and visited a new doctor who has given me support! I have regained some faith again, and have dropped my dosage from "30mg x 2, 5 times. Day" to "30mg x 2 twice daily" I'm tapering slowly, as cold turkey can bring on miscarriage.
I'm feeling a lot better and so much more confident and positive about things now! .. today was the first day my body decided to adjust to the new dosage and I must say that feels good!!! ... I'm finally getting my life back and my children have their happy mummy back xx
I'm happy that all through this they had no idea of what was going on, they just new I sometimes didn't feel very well. it hasn't affected them at all xx

