Interesting you say it's like gold dust to get, I find it's the safest and easiest to obtain. They come in blister packs so it's guaranteed it is what it's supposed to be. I wish i could tell you the source, but we are not allowed to post that info. Super cheap tho, 200 pills usually comes to $65.
I didn't like them at first, would only use it occasionally for breakthrough pain rather than more oxy or hydrocodone. But now it's the only opiate i take, I ingest orally 100mg per dosing, not the slow release formula. Most days it's 2 -3 times. If I find myself taking 4 per day, i usually start the next day with 150mg dose and then only 50mg one more time during the day. I've been using them daily for the most part for 6+ months now. Definitely have become physically dependent but the side effects are very minimal compared to all other opiates, and i've tried them all.
They also go very well with my prescribed Valium, that takes all the speedy effects away and definitely gets me nodding if I accidentally re dose the valium.
Throw Soma into the mix and you got one hell of a cocktail, but this is not encouraged or advised.
Feel free to message me if you want to chat, i like tapentadol buddies