Talking to a dead person

[Maven]

I cannot take the pain anymore.I can't pee straight.Or the other.I feel like my guts are beings pushed out through both exits?
I have tried to overdose and end it.What the hell am I suppose to do when I have a tumor that is making me scream in pain,and the local hospital won't administer anything that will help the pain?

 

[coelophysis]

Please direct yourself over to The Dark Side, I'm certain that there you will find people who can relate to your situation and can be a glimmer of hope for you. Life is worth living, even when lemons get catapulted at you at high speeds. Believe me.
Stay strong! I look forward to seeing you around Bluelight.

The Dark Side
Please, please consider making a thread there!

 

[Missykins]

What kind of tumor do you have? And what does your primary physician say?

 

[flyonth3wall]

Sorry to hear about your troubles Could you please provide us with as much info as you can/feel comfortable providing? That way we can understand your situation and provide some support for you. There are tons of very kind, helpful people here who spend hrs of their day, nearly every day, helping other's. But the best advice I can give you right now would basically be repeating what Missy said - You NEED to consult your Dr about your treatment, and let them know the problems you are facing. We are always here for emotional support.

 

[Alex000]

Find proper pain management, if there is indeed a tumor, I doubt a doctor would deny you pain meds if it is causing you such pain. Sorry for what you have to go through, though. It must be terrible.

 

[bellablue]

I agree with alex, if you have a tumor imo it would be unethical for a dr to NOT prescribe you meds. I hate hospitals...find a good dr that will work with you to find a solution...a permenant solution is best! What about surgery? Is that possible?

 

[Miss Kirsty]

Yeah hun, The others are right...FIND ANOTHER DR ASAP!!!! If you have a tumor, indeed you need adaquite pain relief...Fuck this shits me...With all the Drs out there who prescribe oxies for no apparent reason, while here we have a legit person, who is denied meds...WTF????

Ive been to 60 doctors and 55 of them have given me 80mg oxycontins...First visits, with NO back up medical records, just a rehearsed story....I feel guilty that perhaps ive contributed to this kind of problem for real cronic pain patients by abusing this drug for many many years....

I wish you the best, and please try another DR...Every DR is different and eventually you will find help...I hope its quick...All the best...M.K