Talk to me Pinkman......please

[WolfLongSword]

So I'm a middle-aged from the outside a seemingly whitebread conservative guy. People are surprised when they findout I'm an addict trying to slay the dragon for 30+ years. Last 3 years crystal has been my partner in ....well everything. I began a recovery program 5 weeks ago and asshole that I am fucked up in epic proportions even for my usual bullshit. What was unique to me was the voices in my mind that refused to shut the fuck up 5 full days after using. The insane stuff I did has likely been told over and over to BL Nation so I'll spare you. The experience scared me like nothing before it and I'm not trying to go to that place again. Weird thing was the voices were of people I had known a week in day treatment and they were encouraging & supportive and just like damn awesome. Sucks how they came to be there......anybody have anything related??

 

[sonicwhite]

I went thru a meth induced psychosis and I had like Predator voices and commanding voices but I was in jail without a advocate to help me while I was sick. what pisses me off was the staff knew I was sick yet didn't do anything about it........Some thought I was playing a game, stupid idiots. Anyway just want to encourage you to stay clean. I know it's a rough road to take. I'm almost ten years clean so I have something good to say.