PsychonautRyan
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So I have a lot going on in my life right now: traffic court fines, being in line for a promotion at work, hunting for a second job, outstanding debts I need to make payments on, dating, having a social life, the list goes on ad infinitium. I've been using DXM daily at first to low-second plateau dosages for over a month, partially because of its stimulant effects and also because of it's mild psychedelic/dissociative effects. Aside from that, it's been almost a year since I've taken a psychedelic drug, and while DXM has some introspective qualities, I'm concerned about possible lasting cognitive impairment from my usage.
Anyway, I feel like if I take a psychedelic again, it'll reinforce the mind-set of being in the "here and now", and relaxing by focusing on the state of the present moment, but I feel like given my circumstances, it'll backfire and my anxieties will be magnified into a bad trip. Should I keep a stash of benzos on-hand just in case?
Anyway, I feel like if I take a psychedelic again, it'll reinforce the mind-set of being in the "here and now", and relaxing by focusing on the state of the present moment, but I feel like given my circumstances, it'll backfire and my anxieties will be magnified into a bad trip. Should I keep a stash of benzos on-hand just in case?