Taking MDMA for the first time/Wanting to take some with my Boyfriend

[DaphneandVrk a]

So this may be a long one but if anyone out there can give me advice, and guidance will be greatly appreciated.

I am a 24 year old male, about 190 pounds. i had never really taken drugs up until about a year ago. i went to Festival in October 2023.

I took small amounts of MDMA, possibly about 4 small doses of crystals throughout the night on Saturday. I then went to my friends airbnb and it was a large group of us and some of the guys there offered me some K, however i don't believe i was sniffing it right or getting to the point of causing “the drip” my friends call it. so i didn’t really feel anything for both.

The most i recall feeling through the night was a slight happiness while i was out at the festival, and when we had gotten home to the airbnb, i feel that’s when the adrenaline and excitement wore off from the rave. This is when i was able to notice i wanted to hug friends longer, say more personal details like “you’re a really good friend” or “you’re so amazing” stuff along that vein of things. As well as wanting to cuddle pillows and squish mallows.

Then dosing a little more the next day, from what i remember maybe about 2-3 doses of small crystals , at night. I felt again just happiness and euphoria.

The following Monday on the way home, i just felt like a general fatigue like if i had partied regularly with alcohol. at this point i didn’t really do much research into MDMA, so i wasn’t very conscious of the “comedown”. i never felt like i had any spouts of depression, or feelings of sadness after that event for the following weeks.

I then go to another Festivsl this year this past May, and i take more molly and a considerable amount of K (this being my first time i think i snorted it correctly/got it to start the drip).

On Saturday day we were chilling in a good spot in the grass real comfortable. I probably took the MDMA around 7-8 o clock. and then began snorting some K around 10. My friends began me on a small like 1/4 of a small shovel type spoon, and this was when i learned about the “drip”, where the K begins going down your throat and you kind of taste it.

My amazing friends made sure i had earbuds and a nice and soft pashmina and i feel like i had a life changing experience, sort of an almost out of body experience, with pretty heavy visuals affects. (not necessarily hallucinations but just things looking weird/almost like zooming in and out). i had the pashmina over my head sorta creating a little slot for me to look through. At times i would feel the feeling as if someone is walking from behind me and covering my peripheral vison. i think my friends later described this as the “k hole”.

Through that night i had taken multiple doses of K, progressively getting larger and larger, but never surpassing 3/4 to 2/3 of the shovel. These were spaced out maybe an hour or 2 between them (at the beginning of certain sets).

My friends were amazing and were helping make sure i wasn’t putting my self in danger, and making sure i was okay regularly and i ensured i was drinking water through out the night. The weekend was amazing. (i have more about the weekend, if someone respond to this thread and would like talk with me about it )

I feel i am writing a lot for this thread but please bare with me

I then took a different form of MDMA, powder in a capsule. this was from a different source, i ensured to purchase a reagent kit and a few fent test strips so i could test it before consuming it. The reagent test went well, and reacted how the pamphlet said MDMA would react.

i then measured an amount of the MDMA, i used the 10 mg scoop included with the reagent kit. I did 50 scoops which i realize may equal out to a dose of 500 mg, but i feel this MDMA was the highest purity. If i put what i measured into these pills it would equal to about 1 pill and 1/4 of another pill. (these pills were a clear capsule about an inch in length not terribly girthy, the guy that i got them from said most people take 1 pill but he takes 2 sometimes and is fine).

I then tested the full amount by dissolving it with water, and the fentanyl test was negative. i then drank the water @ 11. I began to feel the come up start relatively quickly around 11:25/11:30.

It hit me pretty fast and a little hard but i was ok. i began to chew gum progressively getting a little more compulsive like i wasn’t really aware i was chewing. i tried drinking some water but i think i made the mistake of drinking it too fast/too much at once. i then threw up said water, not a ton, but really just all i had consumed just then. After this happened i felt great, i think that was the first time i was really rolling. i was chewing my gum a lot and was kinda pacing around. (i work as a DJ/Manager at a strip club so i felt this was a good environment to take it). I felt like almost walking through water, and the air from my just walking around felt good. i was wanting to hug the strippers and call my friends and talk to them. Just overall happiness and wanting to connect with everyone. I was rubbing my legs and a pashmina i had. I felt great the entire time, my best friend came to visit and i was hugging her and telling her how much i love her. It was amazing.

i guess this is more telling whoever reads this my experience and wanting insight/adivce about taking another dose. i am really feeling the want to take more again. i’m post 3 days since i took that dose of MDMA. I haven’t really felt any symptoms of “comedown”, i have been able to sleep well, and don’t feel any feelings of sadness. i believe i may still be in the “afterglow” of it.

Any tips on combating the feeling of wanting to take more.

 

[Rectify]

If somebody can answer that, we will have found a cure for addiction.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

For a first and 2-nd timer from my perspective. Your description's of the ammount's you took are very vague.

Like you first time 4 small doses with 2/ 3 the next day. Didn't feel anything for both, the X or the K, but do report happiness and euphoria the next day? That sound's like MDMA to me, so you might have underdosed day 1 and dosing right day 2.
Btw not snorting Ketamine right is when it drop's out of your nose or goes up your lung's. Anything inbetween will work ime, and K is very smooth on the nose and you seem to have access to pure substance's and test them

Some first time user's, I witnessed it with my self with my earliest MDMA experience's. Just don't notice it really, is this phenominem known with MDMA?
K is hard to miss, it either potentiates and colour's the MDMA or overpower's it. Which happen's quicker, holing, then when taking K solely in my case. Either that or you didn't take enough.

Your 2-nd time what dosage did you take by yourself a molly and later on 500 mg at once shared among friend's spread over the evening?
For one person, who does it once a year, which is excellent. It seem's like a lot.

The craving can best let be, 1 night 1 redose now sound's reasonable. MDMA is very forgiving unless you go overboard. Ime dosing more then 1 day is allready asking for trouble, including morryness. And the tolerance/ depletion of Serotonin and other neurotransmitter's is so heavy it makes it basickly impossible to recapture. And very unhealthy and neurotoxic.

Ending a night by switching to a different substance does work but only with some other drugs.
Ketamine is a good one, 2c-T-2, 2c-B maybe Kratom if naussea is not a problem (in that order), the ones that came up. The non harm reductive option's I leave out, but you probably know there are.

 

[DaphneandVrk a]

Wow i didn’t expect someone to respond to soon, thank you for reading my long post.

So the reason it’s so vague with my first dose of it is because my friend that has the MDMA she had it in crystal form. Whenever she would give me some she would use her pinky, lick it a tiny bit and then dip it slightly in her little baggy. i would then lick it off her pinky, and i did about 3-4 of those my first time. i did this all while were still at the festival.

I was feeling very tiny sense of happiness when i was at the festival, but definitely not enough to say i was rolling. and it didn’t compare at all to my dose just 3 days ago where i was rolling hard. i would consider this dose the first dose where i actually felt like i was rolling rather than just a slight happiness/wanting to cuddle things.

It wasn’t until i had gotten back to our airbnb that night after the festival ended where i actually was feeling more of the sensation, i was wanting to hug my friends longer and just be around them and talk to them.

The second day of that first festival, i took probably the same amount of pinky bumps or maybe less. i feel like i felt the same way, where i was happy but not feeling like i was doing any substance.


As for the K for the first festival i know i must’ve not done something right because when i snorted it then i didn’t feel anything go down my throat. it wasn’t until my third festival in May that i finally felt it drop down the back of my throat and actually taste it. i have been told though that MDMA and K kinda cancel each other out, so maybe i had did enough MDMA so by that time i did the K it really didn’t do much?

My most recent dose im not sure if im doing math wrong but so basically what happened was is i had 2 capsules of powdered MDMA. I used the 10 mg (milligram) scoop that came with the DanceSafe Tester Pack. i counted 50 scoops, which should equal 500 mg. i wasn’t thinking about this in the moment, and it equaled to roughly 1 pill and 1/4 of another pill. seeing as the person that have it to me said that he takes 2 pills sometimes i figured i would be fine with that dose. i feel like when taking MDMA or K i can usually take on a decent amount, factoring in body weight i guess. This leads me to believe that even though this substance was MDMA, it may have been a purity low enough to where the dose didn’t seem like a 500 mg dose?

So as for possibly taking another dose, you would probabaly advise against it, even though minimal to no symptoms of comedown? try to keep it longer in between doses?

Thank you

 

[emkee_reinvented]

There are for most in the beginning's no side effect's or minimal. Nicknamed the honemoon period.
But now I get the once in about 3 month's/ 1 dose maximum one redose routine. That's more then enough, don't know how often the PTSD therapy of 2/ 3 sitting's are timed (1 dose a time). But eventually its not more then natural to wait, who wants comedowns and blues. Afterglow's are way better.

Besides that it will catch up eventually, for a time you'll loose that glow due to it.

 

[DaphneandVrk a]

Thank you so much for your advice, i’m taking it to heart.

i think i wanna do one more and then wait because i have a festivals in about 4 months, so i would want to get a pretty good roll then.

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

Top tip. Don't mix MDMA with ket (or anything else for that matter)

I mean, why the hell would you??

 

[Didgital]

Any tips on combating the feeling of wanting to take more.

First off, you sound like you may be a bit of an MDMA hardhead which I have seen before. My last roommate claims MDMA/MDA does not affect him even with 200mg of MDA.

However, the dosage you stated is really quite high. You'll likely be totally fine, but I still want to caution that to take that dosage with any sort of frequency, you will likely lose the magic pretty quickly. So remembering that helps me combat wanting to take more.

I love MDMA.