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Taking a long break.

Just to add also, i have just started my quitting smoking attempt, as smoking is a stupid habit, im 4 days into it and feeling good, however i know as soon as i go out and get pissedi will smoke, i love it to much atm
If i can keep it to jsut going out then i will be happy
But stopping pilling was a cakewalk compared to this
This is bleeding toture! :D
 
JUST LIKE TO SAY THAT I AM SOOO PROUD OF EVERYONE TAKING A BREAK !! WELL IN GUYS & GIRLS.
I also, am rounding the year long stage of being a pill poppa. Not going to start telling numbers but I have done my good share of pills.
In my year long ride I have only taken 1 short break of 3 weeks, which was roughly about 4 months ago. Since re-entering the circuit my usage has varied greatly. In the last month or so I have seen my consumption sky rocket & my ability to deal with alot of things get rather distorted.
I have decided that this will be my last weekend on the happy pills until new years. At this point I will take a good hard look at the previous months & make an educated decision as to how I will conduct my X use.
Good to see there are so many out there taking time out & actually taking a good look at what they have been & what they are going to do !
See you all on the flip side guys & never loose sight of the bigger picture.
Papa
 
Hey guys!
First post but ive been reading for ages.I used to hit it hell hard,forget about feelin bad mon/tues i felt like shit all the time i wasnt off my head!I decided take a break,it took alot of commitment but it lasted 8 years! Find something youve always wanted to do,a hobby....anything,but preferably something that takes some kind of physical activity and you wont even notice the time pass by. Since i had my first use since the break back in november last year i have revisited almost all of the drugs at least once that i used to abuse.The experiences i had on them brought back sooo much and reminded me of why it was that i stopped in the first place,a break can have a profound effect on your state of mind! During the break i always thought that id go back to smoking weed again but after trying it again i can honestly say that i never want to smoke it again. I think the occasional pill is not so harmful but for me thats about it now. Im really thankfull for the perspective my break gave me and i wish you all the best in yours!
 
The more times I hear people say "Man these were shit, I took 5 of them and hardly got off the ground..." about really strong MDMA pills, it makes me wish a lot more people would take breaks more often.
Congratulations to each of you that have started a committed break and stuck to it. It's not as hard as it seems after the first week, and realistically, if you're having a break to diminish your tolerance, you'll appreciate the time off when you do try another pill later.
About a month ago I finished my yearly 'clean month' which happens around August. Originally I started this annual clean month to prove to myself a few years back that I could still go out to parties straight and have as much fun... that and to prove that I didn't *need* speed or choof to get through the weekend. I'm not sure exactly why I picked August, or why I use that month each year as a clean month... but it seems to work OK for me. To be honest the hardest part about clean month for a daily choof smoker is the first 2 nights with insomnia and night sweats - thereafter you hardly give it a second thought. I still go out just as often during this month, however some people I know have found it 'easier' on them to avoid going out while they're trying to have a break... presumably because they have self-discipline issues and can't stop themselves taking something if they are in the situation.
It might not seem much... taking just 1 month completely clean of recreational drugs out of every 12. However, I think it's better than nothing.
BigTrancer :)
 
Well, thought i'd throw my bit in here.
I havent posted in awhile, and here is the best one for me to post in.
To make a long story short, i decided back in May that i had to get off the drugs. I'd tried to do it six months earlier, but fell back into it.
I've been doing drugs for 2 1/2 years. But pretty heavy for the last 15 months.
I guess the day i made the decision, was the day that i got really messed up, someone took advantage of that messed up state, plied me with more GHB. No more needs to be said.
This really messed me up, but the only way i was going to get away, was to move to a place where i dont have a dealer, a place where drug offences are punished very harshly. I moved to the Middle East believe it or not.
I left Australia in September. Even just before i left, i absolutley smashed myself. I mean i had 1,4b 9 out of the 10 days before i left!
I've been clean for 1 month. Its does feel good.
I have no idea if i'll take drugs again, certainly not here anyway! And i have no idea when i'll be in a country where drugs are ample.
So i guess i'm on a VERY long break.
Its getting easier. I was pretty hard into the 1,4b/GHB before i left. But i'm not thinking about it as much anymore!
Well done to all those who have taken breaks or currently on them. I know how hard it is!!!!!
 
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