Well, thought i'd throw my bit in here.
I havent posted in awhile, and here is the best one for me to post in.
To make a long story short, i decided back in May that i had to get off the drugs. I'd tried to do it six months earlier, but fell back into it.
I've been doing drugs for 2 1/2 years. But pretty heavy for the last 15 months.
I guess the day i made the decision, was the day that i got really messed up, someone took advantage of that messed up state, plied me with more GHB. No more needs to be said.
This really messed me up, but the only way i was going to get away, was to move to a place where i dont have a dealer, a place where drug offences are punished very harshly. I moved to the Middle East believe it or not.
I left Australia in September. Even just before i left, i absolutley smashed myself. I mean i had 1,4b 9 out of the 10 days before i left!
I've been clean for 1 month. Its does feel good.
I have no idea if i'll take drugs again, certainly not here anyway! And i have no idea when i'll be in a country where drugs are ample.
So i guess i'm on a VERY long break.
Its getting easier. I was pretty hard into the 1,4b/GHB before i left. But i'm not thinking about it as much anymore!
Well done to all those who have taken breaks or currently on them. I know how hard it is!!!!!