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Taking a break is weird

it's real hard to resist to temtation is your at a rave or a club with the freinds pilling in front of you but it's nothing at all if nobodys taking it in front of you
 
Like many people I guess, my life became revolved around drugs. What made me realise this was when I went for a job interview recently, they asked me to recall on a situation. The only things I could think of - had drugs involved.
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- haha. so true, so sad, yet so funny and i wouldnt change it for the world. - ive had some of the best experiences on drugs, and met the most fantasic people.

My lifestlye, my perspective, my whole persona is due to the wonderful experiences that i have had over the last couple of years. And im happy about who i am.

SLM - looks like we are on the same time schedule - you in my rehab class? ;)

LSD...mmm.. maybe not.
 
i'm on a break at the moment.
it's not a self imposed break though. i've just moved to perth from cairns and don't know anyone. it will be 3 weeks from tomorrow.

it's been pretty hard, because up until i left, i was doing pills every week, and smoking pot everyday. i even went pilln the night before i left, sort of a last hurrah!!!
i've found that getting over the pot was actually the hardest bit, but i've also noticed myself craving a pill on the odd night when i'm bored!!

i know what you mean by 'it feels weird'! it's like something doesn't feel right, but you can't put your finger on it. i am always really jumpy, moody and usually have the odd twitch or two.
i'm just starting to get over that phase, but it is still pretty hard.
i have noticed though that my health has improved alot. i can run further(caus of no smoke in my lungs, hehe), breath easier and i actually feel like getting out and doing some exercise(my dogs luvs me for it).

i think i'm going to get my shit together, before i even think about going back onto anything. like get a job and getting myself settled into the perth lifestyle. i'm also doing a dj course, which i'm really looking forward to, and i want to focus on that, instead of where my next pill or cone is gonna come from.

i'm probably gonna try go two or three months without ANYTHING, and then see how i go from there.
 
I'm on my 2nd week of a "break" too. The time will add up quicker the longer you go without. Still try make your target whatever it was so you don't get down on yourself when you indulge again.

Personally I don't like to set targets cos things usually happen that make them hard to reach. Usually when I start a break all sorts of extremely high quality drugs become easily available and cheap if not free. I just expect it now.
 
dimmo said:
The magic doesn't return.
The comedowns get worse.
Don't bother returning to the happy dragon, hes turned nasty :X
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That's a ridiculous blanket statement dimmo.

Not everyone loses the magic. If you take appropriate breaks and dont abuse yourself/MDMA, it's possible for you to retain the magic or get it back once it is lost.
 
Whether it's looking after the brain, wallet or conscience, I think breaks are a good thing. Means people are trying to keep it all in perspective for one reason or another.

BigTrancer :)
 
don't let drugs take a hold of your life. that's what i let pot do to me, and have only just realised after moving that there is more to life than getting stoned everyday. like excercise, i used to laugh when my mum told me to go out for a walk, and now i do it everyday!
i'm not saying i'm gonna stop smoking all together, but i have seen the light, and *hopefully* will never go back to smoking it everyday again.

i'm also probably gonna leave at least a month inbetween when i take pill(or anything else, for that matter) and just go fuckin hard when i do!!!
i personally think that's the way it should be done, because you don't need as much to have fun(saves the dosh too!), and you feel it more than if you do it every week.

i'm actually really glad i moved(cept there are some hell doofs happening in cairns right now, damn!!!), and i feel a WHOLE lot better for it!!!!
 
I am on break this weekend for the first time in 4 weeks, because I simply have do.... I am broke, got bills and the car rego to be paid. :(

I am just on a break until I get my tax return... then its party time again, which is about 3 weeks time :D

I usually go hard for 2-4 weeks then have a break for 2-4 weeks then start all over again....as I never went hard for more than 4 weeks since I discovered MDMA, speed, meth, acid, and many other crazy things.... they are just too good and a waste to do them regularly for non-stop, so I have learnt in the hard way.

I should start seriously take a break for longer than 2 months... but sometimes it's just easier said than done, it's takes willpower for some people... it's just pretty weird to stay sober for whole while you are watching your pals getting off their chops, and makes you think... "god! am I like them when I am off my chops???" but I have discovered it's pretty entertaining watching them going thru veberal diahorrea stages during their peaks and stuff.

Urbie 8)
 
LSD will put you in a mental institution.......nearly does for me!

I can down many pills in a night, speed, almost anything without a hassle....give me half an LDS trip and I'm fucked up for 12 hours, in a very bad way.

My adivce, get really really pissed when ever you feel like having a pill and you'll pass out wake up with a head ache and be glad you didn't take anything the night before.


By the way, good work.....just keep trying to creep one extra week at a time. :)
 
LSD will put you in a mental institution.......
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Load-O-Bollocks!

The amount of sheer bullshit blanket statements in this thread amazes me. I'd have thought you guys would know better.

You guys who are going on and on about your 2nd week. That's great, but the clarity that's returning after just about reaching my 6th month off MDMA is quite astounding. If you're trying to have a break, the longer the better.

Oh yeah, and by the way, LSD is to MDMA what Tool is to Avril Lavigne!!!!

-plaz out-
 
auntiedote said:
That's a ridiculous blanket statement dimmo.

Not everyone loses the magic. If you take appropriate breaks and dont abuse yourself/MDMA, it's possible for you to retain the magic or get it back once it is lost.
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I have never taken pills more than once in a month (and i can count the times i've done it on my hand) and i still have a wicked time when i go out

Im considering trying Acid. I just dont know anything about it.

The magic is here, still :)
 
How long to have a break for?

I had one for 2 months after xmas and have been back on the pills now since end of Feb, IM finding some are good some are shit but thats the quality issues we have here.

Im just wondering whats a good amount of time to have a break for,? so that I can get back on say 2 pills for a good night instead of 4 where Im at now, ( quality considered) or whether I should just try and source some mdma?

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im on my break , it started the day after [event] and i plan to make it last as long as possible (hoping for a year) , i had a white fox saved for that day and it did next to nothing and i know they were good pills.

[Edit- Removed event name. lil angel15]
 
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I have been on and off for years ( 10+) depending on what was going on in my life (study, family etc.) i have found any period over a year is a very good break. The longest being over three years and it was fantastic to drop as it felt like my first.

Recently i have found a break and mixing different types off pills works a treat, At [event] i had a half of four different pills and 50mgs off dexies and i didn't stop rushing for about five hours. great fun, but can't do it every day.

[EDIT: Event name. hoptis]
 
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There is allot of these sorts of posts in the 'ecstasy discussion' forum. try search for some in there and you will get heaps of answers.

My advice is alcohol, even if you kind of hate it.. like I do. It helps to stay off the pills longer. Learn to get to that drunk happy place that get's you chatting away.

I'd say a good break is at 'least' 6 months. I've just hit my 3 month mark and don't plan on taking any ecstasy until late October. The only thing that could break me, is the long weekends like Anzac day or the queens birthday.

Also if you do slip up, and ruin your break, don't say 'fuck it,' and do it the next weekend. Get back on your break.
 
i went onto a break late last year,
felt like the magic from pills had gone for me.

...that and the fact that nearly all of the pills last year were very poor in quality.
so after going through 20 a week, between 2 of us.
me and a friend decided no pills til december, for a certain rave.
(This was in october)

anyways.. succesfully avoided temptation.
first couple of weeks were quite weird.. at first i was trying to get speed, but i failed after harassing someone all weekend for a halfa which he couldnt get for me anyways.

started getting acid in the end of october.
and started taking it more frequently...
once a week... maybe once a fortnight if i couldnt be fucked actually taking it.
anyways. got to december, was preparing for the rave, about to arrange my supplies, and decided i wanted lsd.. and no pills.. did just that. and it was the best one ive been to :)

anyways, for new years i got some speed, some pills and some acid. had a ball.

this year, around the end of jan
my usual acid guy pulled a dog act on a friend of mine, and hasnt been heard from since.
so its been pills, speed and ice since then.

the magic has returned.. but md bores me pretty quickly..

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so heres to the start of another break.

EDIT madmick19
 
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Yeah taking a break can be wierd sometimes but is a good thing! Im pretty terrible to be honest, I only have a break when the stuff isnt doing its trick and you know yourself your body is too amped and needs to chill down as well. So give it sometime, and then bang, back in the game lol. Ive been going clean for short periods of time most my drug taking life 15+ years. At the moment ive been clean from meth/ice since last nov, but due to my own reasons after a mate hanged himself. Have slowed down on ghb/gbl, stopped my around the clock dosaging. These days only prefer acid, mdma, benzos and weed, well for now anyway, I dont beat myself up when If I do have a chuff of ice or a couple mls and maybe a couple picks of morphine/homebake lol so is life..
 
A good old school topic...!

A good long break, say 3 months will certainly assist in a "fresh" outlook...believe me.

The "Magic" of the first time will not happen...but the understanding of the first experience will resonate in the following experiences....for sure
 
I take a break every few weeks. One week of drug abuse, about 4 off. Handy, although I just got a hold of Oxycodone. Baaaad. :P
 
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