fucking heroin, it's the whole reason I came to this site tonight, I can smell and taste it right now as I'm typing this even though I don't have any.... I'd love to smoke some right now but I'm committed to sticking with the subs and tapering down.
I would very much like to do more oxy right now because I am feelin' very fine off of some right now, but I know it'd be much better for me to save it for tomorrow night.
Got a presentation for a psych class and I think I'll speak more clearly, calmly, and confidently if I blow a 30 beforehand. Would like to feel that I would do as well with without the chemical aid, but fuck it, I'll take the chemical advantage that is given to me by having the advantage of connects that could get chemicals.
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Indeed, it's been roughly a year since I've enjoyed some quality MDxx pills. Longest break from it since I got really into the shit around the end of 2005/early 2006. Was eating pills regularly up until about a year ago like I said. Would love to come across some quality MDMA, but the supply in Australia atleast is terrible currently so I don't bother to even look. I'll just enjoy the quality herb and LSD that is about as always.
I feel like relaxing... so I could go some decent opiates or even just a couple grams of good bud. Been spending money on other shit lately so I'll just go with a few beers Damn lack of money.
Sorry, shoulda said "Mountain bike" that night. It was dumb, but at least I have more brains to not drink and drive anymore, prolly cos i'm that bit older. I used to have a job where at the time I was "happy", but now realise I wasn't considering I went to a pub 3-4 nights a week after work and drove drunk all the time. Not only have I been lucky to have not lost my life, but also my license. hmm
id blow off work tomorrow for a hit of cid, granted the adderall and booze was out of my system. nothing in the world comes close to the burst of creativity I get from some dankk ass lucy.