Switzerland

A girl I look at sometimes, Avi, I met her on OkCupid. I read her blog. She's interesting. I've had some communication with her, but I find it hard to communicate with her, so I just look/watch, for now.

I've had some resonance with her.

One specifically was that I was focusing on Switzerland- reading about it, in resonance with a city that I pass through, called "Switz City", wondering about what Switz in it's regard meant... And then looking at her profile, within the hour, to find that she had moved to Geneva, Switzerland.

I was trying to find peace, I guess. Resonance.

I guess the one isn't the only one. I keep coming to this. But the one was born on a solar eclipse, that was first spotted in a town called Sunshine, and she has red-hair, and in the video documenting it there's a red-haired person at the telescope- to begin, for another. And red stands out. Orange. Sunshine.

And the one resonates with my mother, and sister, both. And reality seems to reflect her, around me. Sometimes, like I'm living inside of her.

With "Switzerland", I was struggling with feeling like I was programmed. Or like I was fighting my programming. I was drawing resonance with Marcus Wright, in Terminator, Salvation.

I most likely can't self-terminate (haha).
 
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