BananasAndOranges
Bluelighter
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- Mar 25, 2010
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This is what seems to happen everyday now and I'm fed up. I need some kind of Amphetamine at least every now and then but usually everyday to wake up, and Adderall XR 30. I have been on this med in particular for five years or so maybe a bit longer as I have been on Adderall most of my life. Heres the issue. I'm in MMT my dose seems just perfect its at 60mgs, and I will probably move back to 50 tomorrow maybe. My clinic is not to far away, but far enough that when I get there of a morning my adderall kicks in. I take my valium, which have been on for 8 months now, and benzos in general for 3 years or a little over. So around the 5 hour mark the adderall makes me kinda spazz out. I feel really anxious. I kinda feel like a rock. Its hard to describe really but basically I end up in a depressed mode and feel like not doing a thing. This never used to happen. I Dunno what the deal is. I kinda wish it would stop but it seems to not stop. I cant take more benzos because after last night I found it wayyyy over medicated me when I took more than the usual amount of benzos. Is there anything I can do? Would my doctor mprobably be willing to give me dexedrine if I gave him a good reason or just the regular irs ? I feel like the xr system has something a little to long lasting for someone like me.
This is kind of scattered as am I
This is kind of scattered as am I