'sweet distain' lowest of my lows

[femmme fatal]

this poem was written at what was prolly the worst point in my life that i can remember... this is my ode to my hatred of myself for indulging in self pity, which is, for me, the lowest of my lows...
Sweet Disdain
The hell I feel is nothing yet,
compared to what's to come;
I'll curl myself to sit and wait,
as it takes over I am numb.
It makes no difference anymore,
whether my dreams or wishes come true;
I pity those around me,
cause I'm poison through and through.
Am I surprised nobody's here?
no one could stand to stay;
when they would only try to help me,
I would push them all away.
With the help of all these little pills,
I'll forget about my pain;
and a cloud of sweet indifference,
will drag me from disdain.
aj the femme
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the extra M is for MmmMmmmm
Be Good!!!

 

[Mellabopper]

hey girl - it was definitely a good piece - well written - and i can relate with you on this one... i'm hoping though, since you said it was written at one of your lowest points in your life - that this time has come and pass? hopefully? but if not, then never fear, in time you will get through it - as hard as it sounds...
hugs and keep smiling
Mellabopper
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[Get Up Kid]

Your poems always touch me. Your an amazing poet. Keep your head up, always.
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Feel the noise... dont stop

 

[brownman]

Thank you for sharing, we have all been in that situation at one point in life, and when you are on the bottom, the only way to go is back up. Wonderfuly written!

Brownie

 

[cherub]

wonderful and yes it is true we have all been there. that is a good reminder and not try and go there again

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Just takes one angel to change a life
~~~~CHERUB~~~~
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