Thanks, man! Hmm, i can't really remember. Maybe 420-430? 405x3 was an all time PR for me before AAS. Now i can hit 405 x 8 and i'm just getting started with the 2nd cycle. I love it too man... I'd say i'm more into powerlifting than bodybuilding. The rush from a new PR, especially when it's reaching another 90lb increment for the additional plate on each side, is one of my favorite feelings these days.
And no real negatives yet. Been using tren 8 of the last 9 days, and i feel like it's just kicking in. Maybe a bit of anxiety and a bit higher aggression. Libido will spike to absurd levels a couple times a day too. The sides seem pretty nonexistent at the 25-30mg/day. The 50mg i started with would give me waves of anxiety, which is something im used to dealing with. At the same time it also makes me feel like a machine when it comes to work and getting shit done. 50mg felt like a powerful hormone, the 25mg doesn't feel like anything crazy so far.
And new girl doesn't know, although she has asked me if i do before and made me promise not to use them lol. She knows my history of gnarly heroin and cocaine addiction and general polydrug abuse, so it wouldn't really surprise her i'm sure. I'm pretty confident that if and when it comes up, i'll be able to convince her i'm doing minimal damage. I think the fact that i smoke close to a pack of cigs a day is worse for my health than what i've done with steroids most likely. I could see her falling into the "begrudgingly accept it" category you're putting your girl into lol.
And i'm grateful i haven't gotten gyno. My estro was way low my entire last cycle after only taking 1/3 of a tab of anastrazole the like 2nd day of starting. Going to get my blood taken again this week and see where it's at. I have a bunch of anastrazole, tamoxifen, clomiphene, and some cabergoline that will arrive within the week. I'm a bit of a hypochondriac and have OCD, so i check my nipples probably 5+ times a day, lol.
This cycle may not see massive strength gains as i'm trying to do a significant body recomp. I was looking a bit too fluffy for my taste at 215-218, so i'd like to swap 5-10lbs of fat for muscle while keeping my weight the same or gaining a tad.