survey

a lot of my answers allude to this stupid situation i am in. just a fair warning to anyone who reads :)

This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?
sure

If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?
is there much to deny/not confess if i am caught?

The last time you felt honestly broken? this morning. its been a really odd trip

Are you craving something? yes

If you could have one thing right now what would it be? sleep

Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
none

What do you hear right now?
moby and the drone of an airplane

Is your bed against more than one of your walls?
no. see?

What’s on your mind right now?
friend drama

Are you there for your friends?
i try to be

Last person to see you cry?
whoever was around me in the airport this morning

What do you do when you get nervous?
drink to try to calm down. and do other things to distract myself, like take a super hot shower

Be honest, do you like people in general?
the ones who are my friends. otherwise not so much

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids? 30s

Does anyone completely understand you?
the friend i am not talking to comes closest. but he also does not understand that i am not entirely logical in my actions

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
the free upgrade to first class made my morning a bit better.

Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
yes.

Would you be happier if life had a rewind button?
i dunno. i would prolly just create other messes by trying to prevent the current messes

Do you tell your mum or dad everything?
helllllll no

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
no, but i won't kiss him after and i do not like the bed to smell like smoke

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
i think so, i have created a bit of a complicated situation. people are going to get hurt

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
yuppers

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
right now, the present. and why i am going back to ohio and what i left behind

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
i lay in bed for aroun 7.5, sleep for maybe 4-5 of that

Are you easy to get along with?
ha, no. unless i don't know and then i will pretend to be agreeable

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation no, she is cool. her and her boyfriend came over for thanksgiving

What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?
screwdriver

What size bed do you have?
queen.

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before so its nice and hot

Do you like the rain?
yes, i find it calming

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
maybe, i am sure the person sitting next to is wondering about my screwdriver consumption this morning.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
i have next to will power sometime

Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither?
i am a bad influence

Who were you last in the car with, besides family?
friend who took me the airport

What’s the last movie you saw in theaters and with who?
due date, it was not very good

Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/ girlfriend?
yeah, but their partner was kissing my husband.

Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you?
yeah. well i guess i knew it would happen but its still annoying

Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party?
lol, i have done that many times a grown adult.... i was home for the holidays and a friend's parents were out of town and we decided to go to his place to chill as opposed to driving back to where we were staying. as we drove up to the house, there were cars lining the streets. turns out his little brother had a party which we ended up inadvertently crashing

Do you regret a past relationship?
i regret not being more clear about things

Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party?
concert, depending on the band

Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over?
yes

Have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry?
umm, maybe? i can be really mean when my defenses are up

Do you care too much about your appearance?
no, my husband and mom buy me clothes because i hate shopping and see nothing wrong with the stuff i currently own

Are you a jealous person?
no. altho there are really weird things which will make me jealous

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
gloves to match my sock monkey hat

Do you miss anyone?
yeah, lots of people

Last person who made you cry?
same person i keep alluding to. altho its more of a thing where i feel like i am one person in one place and another person in another place. and trying to come to terms with the fact that i choose the latter place for myself

Does your ex piss you off?
i don't have one actually.

What are you doing tomorrow?
sleeping. i have been to seattle, vancouver and new york within the last 10 days

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?
hahaha, no

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
i like most visitors

Have you ever been cheated on?
don't think so.

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
does the current mess count?

Do you like cotton candy?
eww, no. and when it melts it makes a mess

Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with?
friend who took me to the airport

Are you planning to get knocked up or knock someone up by age 17? seeing as how i am 28, no

Do you have siblings?
yes, a younger sister

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone?
yes, i have certain friends that make great pillows :)

How has the past week been for you?
extremely weird. lots of friend drama and lots of confusion and lots pretending

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
most of my friends are male

What’s on your mind right now?
still wondering about why i do what i do. i dislike ohio and want to move back to the west coast. i like visiting and seeing old friends. i don't like when stuff that used to be mine gets moved around or changed. and i don't like the weird divide between my two friends. i also wonder what keeps me returning to ohio even tho most everything in my head tells me to stay. which makes me wonder how much i actually care about certain people.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
playing guitar hero and doing a miserable job singing

What is your current mood? melancholy

Who was the first person you talked to today?
friend who took me to the airport

Will this week be a good one?
it will prolly be like the others. i will go to work and go about things as if there is nothing on my mind

Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy?
lots and lots of little things :)

Who were you with last night?
friends celebrating thanksgiving

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
sorta? a friend told me i was being mean before i went to bed :\

Next time you will kiss someone?
prolly when i see my husband at the airport

Who should start the kiss, the girl or the boy?
which ever person wants the kiss

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
ohio st-michigan game and a holiday party.
 
thanks :)

i am sure it will get better, if nothing else i things will go back to the way they were and then i will have the urge to visit seattle and the whole thing will start again.

i like that you find surveys to amuse me tho. it actually helps me sort my thoughts at times :)
 
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