cherub
Bluelighter
inside it stirs but I keep surpressing it
letting it manifest
I keep down within me
I see what it did to me before
I can not let it happen again
"forget it don't let it go any farther" I tell myself
I cough and know it could easily go into tears
but I won't
I surpress it some more
I know I know what they say
Get it out now
for it won't go away
but I will in my own time
in my own way.
Don't try and grab those emotions or problems from me.
they are mine they are my control
let me have my own control
please I ask you don't take it from me
it is the only control I have
and I can surpress it.
Seeing things around me
seeing how people respond
knowing if I don't react as they
want I get the "Look"
of pitty.
But I am fine damn it
Can't you see
Things are happening I doing the best I can
let me surpress it
and in my time
I will release it
Don't control me
don't even wonder if I am on the edge
for only I really know
that is my control
Let me surpress it
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Just takes one angel to change a life
~~~~CHERUB~~~~
Aka: Mommyhen
~I still belive in your eyes~-Gigi D'Agostino
~~~I can be your Wendy, and you can be my Peter Pan. And we can fly to Neverneverland~~~
letting it manifest
I keep down within me
I see what it did to me before
I can not let it happen again
"forget it don't let it go any farther" I tell myself
I cough and know it could easily go into tears
but I won't
I surpress it some more
I know I know what they say
Get it out now
for it won't go away
but I will in my own time
in my own way.
Don't try and grab those emotions or problems from me.
they are mine they are my control
let me have my own control
please I ask you don't take it from me
it is the only control I have
and I can surpress it.
Seeing things around me
seeing how people respond
knowing if I don't react as they
want I get the "Look"
of pitty.
But I am fine damn it
Can't you see
Things are happening I doing the best I can
let me surpress it
and in my time
I will release it
Don't control me
don't even wonder if I am on the edge
for only I really know
that is my control
Let me surpress it
------------------
Just takes one angel to change a life
~~~~CHERUB~~~~
Aka: Mommyhen
~I still belive in your eyes~-Gigi D'Agostino
~~~I can be your Wendy, and you can be my Peter Pan. And we can fly to Neverneverland~~~
