support me for me Goddammit!

[Squeaks]

Sorry if this post doenst make much semse but then again do my posts in words ever make much sense?


Ode to the Squeaker Alcoholic... by Mike

Why do I have to be an alcholholic????
Why does society tell me who I am???
Who is to say I am LOVING myself.....
But then I have to be told I have a problem....
We live in an age where women think they are fat because of supermodels on covers of mademoislle and cosmo....
And as friends we tell them they are just models they aren't real...
So why does Squeakers has to leave his friends behind.......
To leave his job behind since he has this problem facing him......
Why can't there be a support group for people ready to face thier fears but NOT leave thier friends behind.......
I am sorry AA what a fucking joke......
Nowadays your friends love you no matter what..... So what if they drink as well......... Your true friends will be there with you through thick and thin.... Not making you drink just because they are....
Is AA so far back in the dark ages that they don't know how to start a new reform program that they still give propaganda bulshit that may work for some in the 1980's but not for all????...(/end run on sentence)... With AA and AL'anon and (/insert some other alcholhol help program here).... they tell you to leave friends who drink behind... to not associate with them anymore..... Fuck that...
if it werent for the friends I have now(who do drink) I would have been dead already a victim of a drug overdose..........
Fuck programs who try to group people together... everyone is there own person.... so fucking teach a philosophy of this..... Don't discourrage someone brand new to AA when they say they have a support group(who may drink) and then get booed... "no these friends arent right for you" I am told or "leave them now they have nothing positive for you in your life"..... This to me seems like religion where every religion thinks they are holier than thou.........

I just wish there could be an honest to goodness help support system out there....

When you find one please send one my way.......

Sincerely--- A very drunk but very pissed off Squeakers

 

[cherub]

Squeakers my darlin darlin.

I am with you on that whole AA theroy, i think the idea started was good but something happened many years back that made it wrong.

Go with what your heart tells you do what you know is right and stay true to your values luv.

Remember true friends are there for you not for AA

luv ya

 

[E-girl]

i miss u squeakers

 

[starlightgemini]

 

[frostyangel]

Be strong and stop listening to those people who are part time friends in your life.. you have to really good people who live here at home with you and we will support you no matter what.... and if you need someone who wont drink.. you know I 've done it before.. and I will always do it again for you....

Hey kris... we got our own little three's company going on here

 

[The_Jarrod]

You are deffinately right with your ideas, unfortunately many people think differently, which is their own opinion. But great poem man, missin chillin out with ya already.