I've never liked Bright Eyes (the band, that is). All the pretty boys I talked to would cry along with that sad whiny... forgot what his name is. But the fact remains, I think they make horrible noise that emo kids call "music".
But one of his songs in particularly caught my attention because of its slavic-like melody. It is playing in my head now and I think it explains how I feel very well:
So these days I wake up and immediately swallow a blue pill (bupropion SR 100mg).
Then when I go to bed, I take a small yellow pill (amitriptyline 25mg). I also take 3/4 another yellow pill, Equalling 3.75mg of Diazepam.
And the saddest part of all is that throughout the day I go on with my usual codeine habit.
The highlights of the day is when I feel the pacifying effects of the large yellow capsule (gabapentin 400mg).
Really, the last one would have done the trick by itself, except that it is extremely expensive and not covered by the government, so I have to split a single week's supply across a month.
I wish I can be free of all this.
But one of his songs in particularly caught my attention because of its slavic-like melody. It is playing in my head now and I think it explains how I feel very well:
Sunrise, sunset.
Sunrise, sunset.
Swiftly go the days.
Sunrise, sunset.
You wake up, then you undress.
It always is the same.
The sunrise and the sunsets.
You are lying while you confess, keep trying to explain.
The sunrise and the sunsets
You realize then you forget what you've been trying to retain.
Sunrise, sunset.
Swiftly go the days.
Sunrise, sunset.
You wake up, then you undress.
It always is the same.
The sunrise and the sunsets.
You are lying while you confess, keep trying to explain.
The sunrise and the sunsets
You realize then you forget what you've been trying to retain.
So these days I wake up and immediately swallow a blue pill (bupropion SR 100mg).
Then when I go to bed, I take a small yellow pill (amitriptyline 25mg). I also take 3/4 another yellow pill, Equalling 3.75mg of Diazepam.
And the saddest part of all is that throughout the day I go on with my usual codeine habit.
The highlights of the day is when I feel the pacifying effects of the large yellow capsule (gabapentin 400mg).
Really, the last one would have done the trick by itself, except that it is extremely expensive and not covered by the government, so I have to split a single week's supply across a month.
I wish I can be free of all this.