sundays suck

[Shuddr2Think]

i am sick of not knowing...
where when why how.
Being on the brink of something
and nothing.
Making my way back to whatever it is...
I don't know what to do.
Im tired of being tired...
an empty puppet playing for people.
Im useless without a purpose...
obvious and unknowing...
i can't....breathe lately...
you are too close...
and so far away...
i just want to feel something real.
aside from the akward glances,
un needed pauses and lingering hugs.
Make me real again...

 

[Furnace]

Really well put.
I know how those unneeded pauses and lingering hugs feel.

 

[drea]

hello my little potato.
i *heart* you, like nothing else...
youre completely worth it, and you know it.
love, andrea
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life is pain, buttercup...anyone who tells you otherwise is selling something.

 

[E-girl]

i just want to feel something real.

"What is REAL?" asked the Rabbit one day, when they were lying side by side near the nursery fender, before Nana came to tidy the room. "Does it mean having things that buzz inside you and a stick-out handle?"
"Real isn't how you are made," said the Skin Horse. "It's a thing that happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but REALLY loves you, then you become Real."
"Does it hurt?" asked the Rabbit.
"Sometimes," said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful. "When you are Real you don't mind being hurt."
"Does it happen all at once, like being wound up," he asked, "or bit by bit?"
"It doesn't happen all at once, " said the Skin Horse. "You become. It takes a long time. That's why it doesn't often happen to people who break easily or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand."
~~ from The Velveteen Rabbit,
on "Being Real"
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes a chance. It's the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give. And the soul afraid of dying, that never learns to live."

 

[Shuddr2Think]

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^that is one of my favorite books...

thank you...