Suicide Day

[plazma]

I wonder what its like
To feel that cold steel
Against your skin
That solid weight of death
Nestling in your hands
Cradled with a lovers touch
You better believe this is now
This is here
Everything depends on this moment
Do you
or
Don't you
Pull that trigger
Watch that spark
Pushing that weight of death
Towards you
Put the gun down
Lay it on the ground
That death neutered now
Till another day
Feel that impact
As that final dissassociation
Pulls you backwards
Into blood spattered eternity
Or turn around
Walk away
Leave that black chunk of metal
Poison for someone elses taking
Only in that second
Only in that instant
Pray for strength
To do what you must do?
-plaz out-

 

[cherub]

Sweetheart,
You don't know why,,, but I needed to read that,,,
thank you in more ways then one,
love
cin

 

[mashead testing]

Is today national suicide day?
Great work BTW.

 

[harraser]

plaz youre amazing! I dont know what else to say but your words have really meant something to me today in a way that I could never explain. thanks

 

[rm-rf]

Is death the final high? Is it worth it? Is where you go after this life really better than the life you have now? Is this the only way out? Is there no more point in life?
That was good. Suicide is for the weak of psyche. A true member of the evolutionary chain will say "fuck you" to his problems and fight them to the death. At least you made a valiant effort with your life, rather than just bowing your head and letting the machine win.

 

[plazma]

Thanks to all.
THE WOOD: I'd kind of dispute that, I think suicide is everyone's right, just as everyone has the right to life.
-plaz out-

 

[skarazira]

 

[Trancey]

Plazma,
This is wonderful. So much emotion that we all have felt at one point in time to one extent or another. A little too close to home lately.
Excellent piece of work.