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Suicidal thoughts

Does taking benzos (Bromazepam) for intense suicidal thoughts make any sense? I know that in the long run this is a horrible idea but what about taking it only in emergency?
 
Jabberwocky said:
My life is in shambles. I'm on S.S.I. disability and I live with my aunt. I contemplate suicide everyday. I don't see a reason to live as I feel like a loser. I'm 31 and in bad health. And have a felony so can't find anywhere to live. I really wish I could find the courage to kill myself. I have bad OCD where I obsess/think about the same things all day everyday. Advice?
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I hope that you are still around and wish you all the best. Unfortunately I can't help you as I have exactly same problem.

After trying 17 different antidepressants I can tell you that only thing that works immediately are opiates. I'm not talking about getting high, I'm talking about small dose which is to be used only in emergency.

I have a legal prescription for 10mg Oxycodone p/d and it really works. Beside my children that is the only thing that's keeping me alive for the last 2 years.

This is not a solution for all your problems. It's something that will help you in the darkest moments until you figure something out. I'm still looking for my "miracle" which will probably never happen.

All the best to you.
 
Jabberwocky said:
My life is in shambles. I'm on S.S.I. disability and I live with my aunt. I contemplate suicide everyday. I don't see a reason to live as I feel like a loser. I'm 31 and in bad health. And have a felony so can't find anywhere to live. I really wish I could find the courage to kill myself. I have bad OCD where I obsess/think about the same things all day everyday. Advice?
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Listen, 31 is YOUNG. If I were 31 I would try to go to medical school. You can get a felony expunged/sealed in some states as well. You can learn a trade, you can start over. Don’t sell yourself short.
 
SeekingOblivion said:
Listen, 31 is YOUNG. If I were 31 I would try to go to medical school. You can get a felony expunged/sealed in some states as well. You can learn a trade, you can start over. Don’t sell yourself short.
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It says they joined in 1999. They had one of highest postings and started over. I think that they probably didn't join when they were 6. They have been here for a long time. It must be a misprint. Or someone else took the name and or was passed on to someone else.
Probably a misprint or a different person and in that case you are right.

The question is, are they able too in their state. Go to : Help for Felons.
It lists the states and criteria and might be able to help.

One more thing that post is almost 3 years old.lol
 
Idk why it came up in my new activity feed. I just felt bad for the guy/gal 🤷🏼‍♀️. But who knows what kind of felony. Maybe I wouldn’t feel bad if I knew.
 
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