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Hallo..
I have always had the need to "something extra" i started eating a lot of sugary foods and soft drink as a kid.. It took the cravings..
I quickly became obese because of it..
I have always been glad for drugs also.. It all sems to ordinary and boring without drugs..
When i take drugs.. ( mostly benzos and opiates) i don't eat like a pig. It doesn't make me thin, but i can control it.
I have tried to stop several times. Going through withdrawals.. But i keep ending up on a really high weight, and i'm so embarrassed and i don't like myself.
People also make comments and i hate it!!
Im clean now.. But my scale says 285 pounds.:
What do you think i should do?
I have NEVER been able to keep a diet, and with all the stress and anxiety also.: It seems impossible.
Eating just makes me feel good, and if i don't.. I feels like i big hole in my mind..
Anyone has any experiences with this?
I have always had the need to "something extra" i started eating a lot of sugary foods and soft drink as a kid.. It took the cravings..
I quickly became obese because of it..
I have always been glad for drugs also.. It all sems to ordinary and boring without drugs..
When i take drugs.. ( mostly benzos and opiates) i don't eat like a pig. It doesn't make me thin, but i can control it.
I have tried to stop several times. Going through withdrawals.. But i keep ending up on a really high weight, and i'm so embarrassed and i don't like myself.
People also make comments and i hate it!!
Im clean now.. But my scale says 285 pounds.:
What do you think i should do?
I have NEVER been able to keep a diet, and with all the stress and anxiety also.: It seems impossible.
Eating just makes me feel good, and if i don't.. I feels like i big hole in my mind..
Anyone has any experiences with this?
