Speed King
Bluelighter
Hello all. I have been in deep thought due to altering my state of mind in a few ways including prescribed dextroamphetamine (commonly prescribed medicinal doses, with the occasional 1 or 2, 15mg doses, on top of prescribed daily dose), psychoactive cannabinoids( low amounts, which for now, any future usage has been put on hold), chemical dissasociative anastetics (relatively moderate amounts( less then 7,000mg spread over two weeks, alternating between higher and lower dosages, not exceeding 1,600mg in one day), three hits of acid( later told to be 125ugs each debatable (1st from a trusted source with heavy experience with, so far what I know to be 2-cx compounds, LSD in the various forms (needle point, white on white, fluff, etc ) was able to explain the different, for lack of a better word, ins and outs of LSD from different families or major cooks( subjective effects, body load and kinks, etc) and also was the first person to turn me on to Etizolam ( 2mg mixes well with 10mg of Valium ) and in conclusion to my last, we'll round up to 1 month, the most serious drug, I ever ingested yet, N,N, DMT. Those who said it was not a recreational chemical, I believed completely, in a short time prepaired myself. I was able to grow, on a scale of one to infinitely, only spiritually a small amount. However, in psychological, earth time, that was a whole lot for this person right here. This person who provided me with extra knowledge I'm referring to is working on a doctorate at an Ivy League school. That is partially a reason why I trust him more than an average street level person.
Anyway, on to my key point to sugar. I have a father that is a diabetic. I have no desire to be like that in anyway, shape or form. I would actually like to help him undo damage as best as I am able to. After myself surviving a horrible disease, which on top of many, many other things, drastically reinforced my desire to become healthy, not only physically, but mentally and spiritually as well. I have come to peace with the fact that all these things, especially the physical component will not happen overnight. However, if I remain progressive in my desires and goals, I can already see the drastically advanced product. End of prologue.....just kidding, but there had to be a buildup to my biggest revelation from roughly the last month and change. I am only at the very beginning, of the beginning of understanding this simple thing right here. I am only receding to myself here. If anyone else cares to agree with me or comment on this thread that I will build progressively as I am able to, have been shown that ( for now, until more people buy in) sugar, worse in some forms and lighter weight in others is the culprit in many issues complicating my life by causing even light emotional ripples that manafest in small areas, yet come out hundreds of times greater when manifested physically. Causes mental issues, weight issues and more than I care to get into at this moment.
Now this is my idea. This is what I believe.
If there is one person on this board that can say no shit, or look past that and see a glimpse of what I've seen, that's who I am intrested in conversating with.
Anyway, on to my key point to sugar. I have a father that is a diabetic. I have no desire to be like that in anyway, shape or form. I would actually like to help him undo damage as best as I am able to. After myself surviving a horrible disease, which on top of many, many other things, drastically reinforced my desire to become healthy, not only physically, but mentally and spiritually as well. I have come to peace with the fact that all these things, especially the physical component will not happen overnight. However, if I remain progressive in my desires and goals, I can already see the drastically advanced product. End of prologue.....just kidding, but there had to be a buildup to my biggest revelation from roughly the last month and change. I am only at the very beginning, of the beginning of understanding this simple thing right here. I am only receding to myself here. If anyone else cares to agree with me or comment on this thread that I will build progressively as I am able to, have been shown that ( for now, until more people buy in) sugar, worse in some forms and lighter weight in others is the culprit in many issues complicating my life by causing even light emotional ripples that manafest in small areas, yet come out hundreds of times greater when manifested physically. Causes mental issues, weight issues and more than I care to get into at this moment.
Now this is my idea. This is what I believe.
If there is one person on this board that can say no shit, or look past that and see a glimpse of what I've seen, that's who I am intrested in conversating with.
