suffocating...but

[Shuddr2Think]

your love leaves me suffocating
every breath i take a reminder of us
needing a break
some space
a chance to miss
the most perfect thing
that has ever happened
to either of us

but

will you miss me when i am gone?
will you count the days hours minutes
until i am back in the warmth of your smile
or will my home (your arms)
my haven of hope and trust (us)
be tainted by her?
the bitch who doesn't even exist
the whore who in my mind
holds the power to
ruin my world
and bring the happiness i can't
to yours


but

ive never known anything like this
you make nonsense make sense
and above all
you are my best friend

but

apparently perfection is draining
and im not sure
who is who anymore
or whose idea this was
or when space became the ideal
or when being alone was a necessity
or finding ourselves in this mess
meant us not being "us"

but

im willing to wait
to spend a day
or thirty
and miss you while im gone
and wonder if you are alone
and hope you do the same as me
because in the end
you + me equals it all.

 

[CHiLD-0F-THE-BEAT]

Originally posted by Shuddr2Think
a chance to miss
the most perfect thing
that has ever happened
to either of us

^This was so full and grainy, and edgy. I really enjoyed it's interesting texture and flow.
Nice piece.

 

[cherub]

struggles in relationships is so hard to find a balance in all things surrounding it and the "Us" factor. a good write and very I don't know very almost touching just to read.