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Greenlighter
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- May 23, 2014
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I am posting on a new account here because I am embarrassed about this. I take a crap like once a week, taking it twice is rare for me. This has been going on for almost a year. I would appreciate you take a read at this and speaking your mind if I am damaging my body or mind.
I have a huge constipation issue. I was constipated before taking this medication but it really made it 10x worse. I take subutex 2mg daily (been on it for almost a year) for reasons being for relapse prevention and maintenance, and it is the main cause of my constipation.. I just suffered from it just now, just showered to get clean, and need to post this.
I have to go #2 about once a week, and when I do sometimes it gets really bad. Let me tell you the process I have to endure each week. I just took a horrible one just now and I'm wearing plastic gloves to not contaminate anything....
I sit down on the toilet, grit my teeth horribly, strain my head and push as hard as I can. This usually gets a bit out, but there is a huge mass left to get rid of.... Now this is where it gets gross. Sometimes I am forced to dig out the remaining shit with my hand, to help get it out. This usually helps a bit and then finally when I push super hard it falls out. I look in the toilet and I can't even believe it made it out... it is a hard mass, not soft poo like it normally should be, but extremely hard, with some blood. It is a big relief it gets out, but at the same time I feel like I am damaging my health. This routine has been happening frequently. I have probably had these nightmare #2 sessions about 10-15 times I believe since I started my subutex maintenance. I Let me say I cannot get off it at the moment as it does help me stay clean, this constipation is the #1 downside however and I HATE IT.
this usually clogs the toilet and I am sweaty from exhaustion and am deeply worried of how this affects my mental health. I just took a shower and washed my hands about 10 times with tons of soap to get the crap out of my fingernails (sometimes a tissue doesn't suffice and i actually have to use my fucking nails... I'm sorry if this is gross but it's true and I want to know how bad this is for my body and brain).
I did read that constipation causes mental fog, and I have experienced that. Also drowsiness, it is extremely hard for me to get up in the morning these days. How about my teeth and the veins in my head too? I clench extremely hard with my teeth just to take a shit, and my veins feel like they are going to explode. I feel like I am doing a considerable amount of damage to my head nerves, my teeth, and my colon. Is this severe? I am not lying about any of this and I posted on an anonymous account due to my embarrassment. I would love anyone experienced on this, and I googled "digging constipation" and I feel extremely sad that I am one of the few guys that had to actually literally dig the shit out of my ass.
I would love some advice, I do not have the best diet and that is one thing that can help. But am I doing any serious damage to my body or brain here?
its not 4am, i took a crap at 2:30am. This shit I'm dealing with needs to stop (no pun intended...) I will eat healthier, more veggies, etc...maybe even lower my dose of bupe... but I am concerned at what damage I have done.
I have a huge constipation issue. I was constipated before taking this medication but it really made it 10x worse. I take subutex 2mg daily (been on it for almost a year) for reasons being for relapse prevention and maintenance, and it is the main cause of my constipation.. I just suffered from it just now, just showered to get clean, and need to post this.
I have to go #2 about once a week, and when I do sometimes it gets really bad. Let me tell you the process I have to endure each week. I just took a horrible one just now and I'm wearing plastic gloves to not contaminate anything....
I sit down on the toilet, grit my teeth horribly, strain my head and push as hard as I can. This usually gets a bit out, but there is a huge mass left to get rid of.... Now this is where it gets gross. Sometimes I am forced to dig out the remaining shit with my hand, to help get it out. This usually helps a bit and then finally when I push super hard it falls out. I look in the toilet and I can't even believe it made it out... it is a hard mass, not soft poo like it normally should be, but extremely hard, with some blood. It is a big relief it gets out, but at the same time I feel like I am damaging my health. This routine has been happening frequently. I have probably had these nightmare #2 sessions about 10-15 times I believe since I started my subutex maintenance. I Let me say I cannot get off it at the moment as it does help me stay clean, this constipation is the #1 downside however and I HATE IT.
this usually clogs the toilet and I am sweaty from exhaustion and am deeply worried of how this affects my mental health. I just took a shower and washed my hands about 10 times with tons of soap to get the crap out of my fingernails (sometimes a tissue doesn't suffice and i actually have to use my fucking nails... I'm sorry if this is gross but it's true and I want to know how bad this is for my body and brain).
I did read that constipation causes mental fog, and I have experienced that. Also drowsiness, it is extremely hard for me to get up in the morning these days. How about my teeth and the veins in my head too? I clench extremely hard with my teeth just to take a shit, and my veins feel like they are going to explode. I feel like I am doing a considerable amount of damage to my head nerves, my teeth, and my colon. Is this severe? I am not lying about any of this and I posted on an anonymous account due to my embarrassment. I would love anyone experienced on this, and I googled "digging constipation" and I feel extremely sad that I am one of the few guys that had to actually literally dig the shit out of my ass.
I would love some advice, I do not have the best diet and that is one thing that can help. But am I doing any serious damage to my body or brain here?
its not 4am, i took a crap at 2:30am. This shit I'm dealing with needs to stop (no pun intended...) I will eat healthier, more veggies, etc...maybe even lower my dose of bupe... but I am concerned at what damage I have done.