sudden death

[guyanapunch]

Thanks so much for the kind words and support. Serotoner, my heart goes out to you, losing your brother. I'm so sorry. There are no words. Grief is the most painful thing I've ever experienced. There's some solace in knowing that others have felt this pain, even though I would never wish it on anybody.

 

[guyanapunch]

First of all I am sooo sorry for your loss.There is nothing easy about this, and to be so young.. Second, you HAVE to stop blaming yourself. It's pretty much what anyone would have done and most likely he would have refused it. Please--it's not your fault and 'what ifs' will will drive you mad until you can't go through a normal process of grieving. I'm sure we would like to know what RC's he was own, howmuch , and how often he took them bc that could be a reason. I assume there will be an autopsy ?But regardless, this is NOT your fault. If you need someone to talk to, pm me. You are in my prayers,

Honestly, I don't know what RC's, how much, and how often he was taking them. He had quite a few at his disposal, but I don't think he was taking anything on a daily basis (maybe a little etizolam to sleep, but not much). I can only wonder if he got a tainted batch of something, or had a strange reaction, or there was some kind of a cumulative effect that killed him. I don't know if toxicology will even test for RC's. All I can say is please please be careful people. Listen to your body, even if you think you're being safe and responsible, you never know how your brain/body chemistry might be affected by a substance. If you're feeling unwell, seek medical attention immediately, for the sake of yourself and your loved ones. Please.