Succubus - Night Entities

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If you have trouble with sleeping I suggest you don't read this post.

Context: ..so I've been extremely stressed with uni work lately.. been eating lots and going gym, which is great and working well.. and going 2 week intervals without any release or sexual reverie (day dreaming).. until the pressure gets too much. Well, last night after a particularly stressful day I needed a release (i don't drink, smoke, drugs anymore).. and I got the point of orgasm and I got the contractions but no ejaculation, thought my dick was going to burst it was so engorged, almost bordering on painful. Lots of contractions, tons of pleasure, and then eventually I was like fuck it and just ended/let go and finished.

Unfortunately post-orgasm/going to sleep something strange happened. I thought I was having a heart attack, my heart felt like it was beating 200/min.. but it was just slightly above normal when I checked my neck. I could literally feel something humming inside my chest. The last time I felt that was when I did acid. Then it all got a bit too much and I thought I was going to have a panic attack. There was this underlying tension that I was afraid to give in to.

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I've always intuitively known that during the sleep state the human organism can come under assault from non-physical lifeforms. I remember lucid dreams/astral experiences as a child where something was teasing me, utilizing my fears against me and tormenting my mind. One that stuck in my mind was being in my bed, looking towards the end of the room, and one of the door knobs on the wardrobe started to morph in to this fine pointed needle that began to extend towards my face. I can not explain the terror of that lucid nightmare, and it reminds me of the scene in the film 'IT' (stephen king) where someone is in the shower room and all the shower heads extend out of the wall.

I remember in lucid dreams actually trying to 'physically' catch and restrain whatever it was. So last night I found myself being subjected to a sexual imagery dream that I know wasn't coming from within my own mind. It was utilizing the memory of a previous sexual encounter and the making out part. Well.. when I realized what was happening I clamped down on the tongue with my teeth and the dream shifted to a semi-lucid/etheric state where I'm now aware in my bed. I heard an animal like noise of agony in my mind when I clamped down, and the tongue was no longer a tongue but some kind of writhing protrusion from this 'thing' in front of my face. I can remember seeing the space around 'it' but I can't picture what it looked like.. this is the first time I'm aware that my mind has blocked a visual memory from me. At some other point in the night I remember feeling something initiating "anger" in my mind, and I felt this happening through a point on my stomach.. I felt the emotion, and the energy leave me.. I watched this process happen. This is the first time I've had a true awareness of my energy being taken from me through projected imagery and triggered emotion.

If you're wondering how I feel today.. well.. I've always suspected this type of energy taking happens, even during the day, so I'm not that afraid or fearful now that I've had it finally confirmed by witnessing it happening. I see it happening in other people, but obviously it's more difficult to see in yourself because you think everything on the 'inside' is 'you', when it's not.


Anyway.. welcome any thoughts, opinions, similar experiences.

 

[rickolasnice]

If you honestly welcome thoughts and opinions:

There is no entity trying to invade your (head) space. Everything you encountered is the making of your own mind.

Basically.. You had a bad dream.. it happens.

 

[HypGnosis]

I've had very similar experiences myself, so I'm gonna go right ahead and disagree with Rick

You're right when you say there are sometimes outside forces manipulating, or taking your energies. There are many different sources which range from individual people, to entities of some kind or other, and even covert organisations which utilise psychic, and remote technological harassment. These causes don't apply to everyone, but all of them are real and apply to some at certain points in their lives.
Even though though there may be external forces acting upon you, the best line of defence is to assume that it's an internal manifestation. So you will focus your energy inwards, entering deep within yourself, to the place of no thought. This reduces the amount of energy that can be taken, and can even stop it completely.
I recently watched the new Street Fighter film, Assassin's fist, and Goku sums this state up pretty well

http://streetfighter.wikia.com/wiki/Power_of_Nothingness

The Power of Nothingness is a state of consciousness transcending ordinary perspective, born through spiritual and mental refinement. Bearing common traits with states of being within Buddhism and martial arts, it is the power to act without being attached to emotions and thought, free of fear, anger, and ego, to draw upon the contents of one's heart intuitively without obstacle and hesitation, and to be aware of the world and to know one's place and meaning within its vastness, to flow with all of creation without the need of worry, desire, and doubt.
It is the complete opposite of the Satsui no Hado. As such, itcan only be used by a person of pure mind, compassion, mercy and peace. Such a person must have embraced the peaceful and spiritual aspect of the art to their fullest extent. Just like the Satsui no Hado, it makes a person unbelievably powerful, granting invincibility (spiritually and physically) to many attacks, as well as sealing off evil power and making the user a stronger fighter.

 

[mabzie55]

Sleep paralysis maybe?

 

[spacejunk]

^Yeah, that's what I was thinking.

 

[Foreigner]

Energy exchanges are a normal part of life. People give and take -- most people take, without even realizing it. They do it through any kind of intention directed at you, whether it's incessantly talking at you or asking questions, or by merely being an intruding, unwelcome presence such as an eavesdropper. Whether or not these extractions are successful depends on the strength of your boundaries and your willingness to repel. In some circumstances you'd be able to repel someone no problem, while in others you have unresolved emotions/shadows within you which make you less able to defend yourself. For example, in some societies people are taught to never be directly impolite to people, so they learn, by proxy, that saying no or walking away is rude. They can't say no, so the offender keeps intruding endlessly until the victim has no energy left. If you're sensitive, sometimes saying no or declining the interaction is necessary. Energy leeching happens when the offender finds your weak point and takes from there. They often do it without knowing. The ones who are aware they're doing it tend to be con artists.

In the non-material it works in similar ways. The energy leeching happens if they can access a projection from your mind that exposes your vulnerability. For some people it's sex, so they disguise themselves as a sexual object so that you willingly lower your defenses. For other people it's anger and fighting: the offender will transform into a violent object to get you to engage with it. They're experts, those entities. It's simple for them because your thoughts project astrally whether you're asleep or awake, so they study them and learn how to push your buttons. For this reason, most non-material attacks are recurring, and tend to get worse as the offender gets to know you better. Unless something is overwhelmingly powerful to start with, entities usually hang around and chip away for a longer time before they start doing real harm.

Your energy body and your physical body are connected, which is why it's possible to physically feel things that happen non-materially. It's trickle-down.

You need to cleanse your home via some kind of banishing method, cleanse yourself, and then seal the whole place. You probably also need to practice healthy boundaries IRL because it all translates to the astral work anyway. Reflect on the ways that people can "get in" with you when you actually don't want to deal with those people. Those are the same ways that entities will use to go after you. It always helps to have an altar where you can go call on spiritual help. Call in your ancestors, your guides, your holy guardian angel, and all your benefactors. They're already around anyway but directly addressing them makes the connection stronger so that they can intervene if some astral low life comes around.

 

[PriestTheyCalledHim]

If you're really stressed with university work, and life in general that's going to affect how you sleep, and nightmares or even sleep paralysis can happen.

 

[HypGnosis]

Good post Foreigner, especially the points about unresolved shadow complexes hampering one's ability to defend, and whether or not you actually want to engage with the 'communicating' energies.
Sometimes great, crippling attacks can be launched, and I agree that ritualistic means of cleansing, or containing energies, will help with securing your boundaries.

 

[methamaniac]

These "entities" will attack any time they get a chance. But your more vulnerable when you're distracted. The con artist is an exceptional example that Foreigner gave.

They depend on manipulation. They can use truth or lies dont make a difference as long as their result is the same. They want to harm you any way they can. They ultimately want your life, but will take anything and everything you will give them till they get it if you let them.
They exist by munipulating your senses.
They try to convince you right is wrong and wrong is right. Even that there is no such thing as wrong or right.
They will take a trauma such as sexual abuse
( not saying you were sexually abused)
and have a field day with it. They love fear.
They thrive on it. Any trauma will do.
Their bullies. Im glad you recognize them for what they are. A lot dont, making them more susceptible to deception.
When you notice somethin doesn't jive with the inter truth we all posses call it out.
Take a minute before you act and tell them they can talk all they want but will not influence you to do what you know is right.
When they tell you go ahead and give in nobody is looking anyway, tell them you are looking.
They may not go away, but you're not giving them more power by creating guilt.
Another tool they use and a whole new can of worms.
We all struggle with this battle. IT just seems easier in the short run to give in and make them shut up, but in the long run it just makes them louder.
Many, many, a pour sole have ended their life from these bastards!

 

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I find it hard to deal with the reality of it all sometimes. Once you've seen/recognized these things exist you can't un-see it.. and once you've seen it you realize just how fucking prevalent it is in the lives of, well, nearly everyone. These entities are only superior in the sense they have a strategic advantage over humans by virtue of being invisible to the ordinary 5 senses. If people could see these things I imagine a lot of the issues we have in society would begin to fade away.

 

[HypGnosis]

^ Same dude.
Just know, that nothing can break your Heart, or destroy your Soul.
Methmaniac's right in saying they like to trick; they can fool some into believing they are less powerful then they really are. We are though, extremely powerful, and if properly prepared, educated, and trained, nothing can stop us....