DECEASEDWITHIN
Greenlighter
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- Dec 29, 2012
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I see threads all the time about using suboxone as a crutch to get off heroin but not too many success stories so I thought i'd share mine. Not gonna waste time with boring details of my drug history, its the same as most started on pills graduated to heroin. I used h solidly for about 5 years, IV use the last 2, but opiates in general for closer to 8-10 years. Tried to quit on my own, unsuccessfully, at least a dozen times during that period. Life went to shit as it quickly does on h, so I knew I had to quit before my life got any lower. I have experience with sub, was on it for quite a few years in between the time off pills and before h. I quit that successfully, but dealt with withdrawal for almost two months coming off the sub. So anyways, after using the h for that 5 year stint, i used just a few subs over the course of five days, 6mg first day 4mg the next 2, and for the final two 1 mg.
I wish i could say, yea that was painless, but that's never the case, BUT it made it substantially easier to handle. First day was hell, since I had to wait a good 23 hrs before taking the first bit of sub, afterwards felt relatively ok, minus anxiety, for the next few days. The worst of the withdrawal didnt even begin til the 2nd day off suboxone completely. From then til three days after that I was pretty much in hell but it did start to let up quickly after that. At this point im two months clean, i am finally sleeping 8 hrs a night, eating fine. stomachs still not right and anxiety comes and goes but im pretty much out of the woods physically.
what i always heard people say is its harder to stay clean than get clean and i know that its unfortunately true after my last relapse after being clean off sub. it can sneak up on you out of no where and bam right back to square one and addicted as ever. this time im making changes that are keeping me clean, exercise every day, as much social interaction as i can handle, and eating like crazy. but its totally worth it. for anyone dealing with dopesickness, or anyone that is tired of the lifestyle, it does get so much easier if u can just get through those first two-three weeks clean.
I wish i could say, yea that was painless, but that's never the case, BUT it made it substantially easier to handle. First day was hell, since I had to wait a good 23 hrs before taking the first bit of sub, afterwards felt relatively ok, minus anxiety, for the next few days. The worst of the withdrawal didnt even begin til the 2nd day off suboxone completely. From then til three days after that I was pretty much in hell but it did start to let up quickly after that. At this point im two months clean, i am finally sleeping 8 hrs a night, eating fine. stomachs still not right and anxiety comes and goes but im pretty much out of the woods physically.
what i always heard people say is its harder to stay clean than get clean and i know that its unfortunately true after my last relapse after being clean off sub. it can sneak up on you out of no where and bam right back to square one and addicted as ever. this time im making changes that are keeping me clean, exercise every day, as much social interaction as i can handle, and eating like crazy. but its totally worth it. for anyone dealing with dopesickness, or anyone that is tired of the lifestyle, it does get so much easier if u can just get through those first two-three weeks clean.