I do (did) a lot of heroin. 20-30 bags a day for a year. Day before yesterday I copped from a new dealer and this shit seemed good but I woke up feeling super sick (maybe it has no legs). It cooked to a dark grey color rather than the usual golden/brown. Injected more. Went to sub DR for first time at 3pm. I explain everything. He prescribes me subutex and says take some tonight around 11. Rather than doing that I went home, immediately shot the rest of my dope (like 4 bags), waited till it started to get late, popped a 30mg oxy (which I didn't feel any effect from was just trying to postpone withdraw so I could sleep) and went to sleep.
Now I just woke up feeling like shit (pounding headache). Rinsed my cotton from yesterday (doesn't seem to have done anything/didnt feel anything). I keep pouring sweat on and off. Ate some watermelon with water and tylenol (bad headache), threw it all up. Hot and cold flashes. Upset stomache. Weird thing: No uncontrollable urge for bowel movements like when I usually start withdraw from H (maybe I haven't been eating much lately) idk. I'm yawning pretty frequently. Nausia present. I don't feel like complete hell. At this moment sitting very still in my cushy office chair my existence is slightly barable. Its when hot flash sweating and panicy breathing comes on that I feel the worst. Have plenty of xanax but that isn't seeming to help.
bit more life to penis
The big question: When should I take the subutex the wizard gave me? Should I wait more? How much more? I want it to make me better not worse
I don't want the devil's precipitated WD.
edit: also is it safe to take loperamide to ease WD before my first dose of sub?
thx for any helps
Now I just woke up feeling like shit (pounding headache). Rinsed my cotton from yesterday (doesn't seem to have done anything/didnt feel anything). I keep pouring sweat on and off. Ate some watermelon with water and tylenol (bad headache), threw it all up. Hot and cold flashes. Upset stomache. Weird thing: No uncontrollable urge for bowel movements like when I usually start withdraw from H (maybe I haven't been eating much lately) idk. I'm yawning pretty frequently. Nausia present. I don't feel like complete hell. At this moment sitting very still in my cushy office chair my existence is slightly barable. Its when hot flash sweating and panicy breathing comes on that I feel the worst. Have plenty of xanax but that isn't seeming to help.
bit more life to penis
The big question: When should I take the subutex the wizard gave me? Should I wait more? How much more? I want it to make me better not worse
I don't want the devil's precipitated WD.edit: also is it safe to take loperamide to ease WD before my first dose of sub?
thx for any helps
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