BurnedAliveUndead
Bluelighter
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- Mar 17, 2011
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Basically the title, curious if anyone has tried it as I have for sure personally got high off Black with only 1 mg of bupe in my system. Occasionally I'm forced to get off H due to lack money, unsure circumstances approaching, or just getting scared of how far down the rabbit hole(tolerance) I'm letting myself get. In these instances its back to bupe which gets less and less exciting each transition, leaving me with a PAWS-ish need to feel high or hell even just motivated again. The addict in me has been fiendishly hunting methadone to try and get rid of these annoyances but here we are and I think I may have the more logical answer at my disposal anyways. Each transition(to bupe) utterly obliterates my ability to get high from black or whatever, as the first day is usually anywhere from 8 -16 mg's of bupe. I lower quickly but that ruins me for a week or so and it gets noticed(my workplace has savage politics).
So onto what I think may help, I mentioned that I can get high(off black) with only 1mg of bupe(and very much notice the motivation), but it is vastly diminished(initial climb and duration) and this leads me wait longer periods of time in between smoking as I know the further I get from that 1mg the more the fun stuff gets to do its thing. The closer I smoke to taking the bupe, the more I feel I'm wasting my stash, but like I said the motivation is what I really feed off and feel like this combination could do some good by making it less about how high H gets me and more about what it has allowed me to press through.
I realized this could just be some next level addict rationalizing but it also feels like the most productive way I've had a chance to try and make the best out of a bad situation. Methadone does seem like a better fit for someone like me, but there's no way I could meet their guidelines, hell I leave to work at 4am. Also I think methadone would allow me to really see how far I could jack up my tolerance, most likely ending poorly. And bupe always forces at least some progress out of me, hell to just get on the damn stuff(18h clean typically is what has been the going rate to avoid some PW).
If anyone has consistently used this combination your input would be valuable.
So onto what I think may help, I mentioned that I can get high(off black) with only 1mg of bupe(and very much notice the motivation), but it is vastly diminished(initial climb and duration) and this leads me wait longer periods of time in between smoking as I know the further I get from that 1mg the more the fun stuff gets to do its thing. The closer I smoke to taking the bupe, the more I feel I'm wasting my stash, but like I said the motivation is what I really feed off and feel like this combination could do some good by making it less about how high H gets me and more about what it has allowed me to press through.
I realized this could just be some next level addict rationalizing but it also feels like the most productive way I've had a chance to try and make the best out of a bad situation. Methadone does seem like a better fit for someone like me, but there's no way I could meet their guidelines, hell I leave to work at 4am. Also I think methadone would allow me to really see how far I could jack up my tolerance, most likely ending poorly. And bupe always forces at least some progress out of me, hell to just get on the damn stuff(18h clean typically is what has been the going rate to avoid some PW).
If anyone has consistently used this combination your input would be valuable.
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