hey jake, how ya been buddy? sorry to hear about the bup wd's, have you tried detox? shit sucks but detox got me off of the methadone, but ended up relapsing soon after i left because moved into a halfway house in the hood and first thing my room mate did was bust a can bottom out and my DOC. so still in WDs i didnt have enough will power to say no at the time, and got high, and ended up buying afew sub strips, and detoxed that way, since then i still feel like shit. ive had the chillbumps like since my last dose of subox, and just the shit i had to go thru at that halfway house,
you can do it man, its only a mind and body fuck, i thought i was going to die from methadone wd's, but shit started to get better each day. i still feel like shit just because i havnt showerd in 2 days and well, just takes time to build back up to where we once were before we started using dope in the first place.
i hope the best for ya man, and if theres anything ya wanna talk about personally shoot me a PM, since yea im living outa my car, and not all places have free wifi itl b a min b4 i reply, but i swear to it i will.
much love bro, and keep strong.