bdomihizayka
Bluelighter
I have been on subs for a bit over 3 months. I was put on them because I was dabbling in heroin again and people found out, and I was told I needed "treatment" if I wished not to lose anybody an being on subs was one of the agreements. Just 2mgs/ every 3 days.... YES I have very very very very slow metabolism (I can shoot up heroin and not get signs of being dopesick until about 48 hours later....When I withdrew straight from heroin, it took me about 6 weeks to start feeling like I could function). I have jumped at 2mg about 4 weeks ago.... the only withdrawal I got are headaches from hell, feeling like I weigh 100lbs more than I do/ weak and lethargic, and the CHILLSSS.... The chills are way worse than heroin withdrawal....my bones are freezing and my body is burning. I cannot take it one bit!!! I am going mad. So 3 weeks after none of it letting up... I went straight back on suboxone and am stuck. Should I have tapered more? Would it even really matter? Any advice, besides benzos, as I was physically addicted to them before and that was an epic withdrawal in it's own.... I would really appreciate it... Thank you.