missunderstood
Bluelighter
think twice
JoshuaV you put it down, you are sooo right, you have to be mentally ready to start to accept that you need help...let's call it what it is, addiction old habits are hard to break...the longer you play the game, the longer it takes to put the dice down? Here is an example. I was ready to get off the herion so I joined the clinic and they pumped me up with the methadone in a months time I was up to 200 mg my craving for herion was gone but I was addicted to the needle deal by that time at 200 mg of methadone, I was not gonna get anywhere buying a bag of dope,after all I wouldn't feel it at the level of meth that was flowing thru my system. So being I was addicted to the needle, I decided I was gonna bang some cocaine,not a good idea...I battled that for 3 months until I realized I was indeed dying...so I hope people that are on bluelight to read warnings and maybe think twice when they read about others peoples nightmares, I hope they think twice,it is not a game you wanna play.....
JoshuaV you put it down, you are sooo right, you have to be mentally ready to start to accept that you need help...let's call it what it is, addiction old habits are hard to break...the longer you play the game, the longer it takes to put the dice down? Here is an example. I was ready to get off the herion so I joined the clinic and they pumped me up with the methadone in a months time I was up to 200 mg my craving for herion was gone but I was addicted to the needle deal by that time at 200 mg of methadone, I was not gonna get anywhere buying a bag of dope,after all I wouldn't feel it at the level of meth that was flowing thru my system. So being I was addicted to the needle, I decided I was gonna bang some cocaine,not a good idea...I battled that for 3 months until I realized I was indeed dying...so I hope people that are on bluelight to read warnings and maybe think twice when they read about others peoples nightmares, I hope they think twice,it is not a game you wanna play.....
