Today I did one last sublingual dose(somewhere in-between .5-1mg...how Terrible of symptoms& duration do you think jumping from .5 or 1mg would be like??
Let's say it was 1mg daily for a little over a year? Just to give me an idea of the shitstorm I am in for...I think I know the answer sadly.
I jumped from 0,5 (sublingual) cause I couldn't get stable below 1mg no matter what. After half a year of tapering and 3 years on Subutex with average daily dose 6mg (4-8) I just couldn't stand being in perpetual withdrawal.
Overall it was hard. Hardest thig was not being able to sleep more than 30 minutes, 2-3 times a day when I would pass out. This went on for 2 weeks. After 2 weeks mark situation improved but I was not eating, had horrendous insomnia and overall anhedonia. Things were improving and somewhere between 2nd and 3rd month I started to feel more or less ok. It took me more than 6 months to get to baseline. But have in mind that I suffer from debilitating chronic pain and opioids are not my DOC. Infact untill pain started to ruin my life i never used them. From age 14 to 19 I was addicted to stimulants but I took firs opiate pill when I was 30+.
If I would give values to 3 major withdrawal type I went through it would be;
Morphine (cold turkey)
Duration: 3/10 (4 days acute, 10 days of semi withdrawal, 3 weeks overall)
Phisical pain: 10/10 (most painful experience in my life)
Mental pain: 8/10
Oxycodone (cold turkey)
Duration: 5/10 (5 days acute, 2 weeks of semi withdrawal, 4 weeks overall)
Phisical pain: 7/10
Mental pain: 8/10
Buprenorphine (with tapering)
Duration: 8/10 (14 days acute, 3 months of semi withdrawal, 6 months overall)
Phisical pain: 3/10
Mental pain: 7/10
This are just rigid and subjective estimates based on experience that I remember.
Buprenorphine was in the end most doable cause you get out of the worst fairly quickly and then is all about taking one day at a time. I wish you the strength and most importantly the perseverance. If you're not suffering pain that is ruining your life then quitting buprenorphine could be even more doable.
I sincerely wish you luck!
Psycho