ladyhlove
Bluelighter
Hello there BL.
I'm fairly new to this forum as a poster...long time lurker.
As I've stated in a previous post, I'm ready to get off of opiates for good. A recreational pill habit turned into a costly, yet fairly in control, pill habit which has recently (in the last 7 months) turned into a very out of control heroin habit. I haven't switched to IV, but I know its only a matter of time and its time to stop. Deep down, I've known that my life was about to fall apart because of drugs one of these days and it has truly begun. I have lost the love of my life after he discovered my drug habit a few days ago and I know its only a matter of time before I lose my job, home, friends, dog, what have you. I know the phrase, you have to hit rock bottom to really change, but I can't. I already see it happening and I need to stop this before its too late and I have nothing left to live for.
I am starting an outpatient treatment program near my home tomorrow morning. This program involves group therapy sessions, one on one visits with a mental health counselor once a week, and the use of methadone or suboxone over a long term period, eventually weening down off of the drugs once significant progress has been made mentally. I feel like this approach is the best for me because I suffer from extreme depression and anxiety and I think going CT will probably result in me killing myself. I've heard terrible things about coming off of methadone (or methadone use in general) and I would really like to avoid going that route. My question is...will suboxone be enough? I'm using roughly a gram-2 grams of EC powder H snorted each day and my tolerance is high right now. I know suboxone wont be a cure all for it, but will it even help at all?
TLDR: 2 years on opiates...1 1/2 on pills last 1/2 on h (snorted). Fairly high tolerance. Will suboxone even touch my WDs?
I'm fairly new to this forum as a poster...long time lurker.
As I've stated in a previous post, I'm ready to get off of opiates for good. A recreational pill habit turned into a costly, yet fairly in control, pill habit which has recently (in the last 7 months) turned into a very out of control heroin habit. I haven't switched to IV, but I know its only a matter of time and its time to stop. Deep down, I've known that my life was about to fall apart because of drugs one of these days and it has truly begun. I have lost the love of my life after he discovered my drug habit a few days ago and I know its only a matter of time before I lose my job, home, friends, dog, what have you. I know the phrase, you have to hit rock bottom to really change, but I can't. I already see it happening and I need to stop this before its too late and I have nothing left to live for.
I am starting an outpatient treatment program near my home tomorrow morning. This program involves group therapy sessions, one on one visits with a mental health counselor once a week, and the use of methadone or suboxone over a long term period, eventually weening down off of the drugs once significant progress has been made mentally. I feel like this approach is the best for me because I suffer from extreme depression and anxiety and I think going CT will probably result in me killing myself. I've heard terrible things about coming off of methadone (or methadone use in general) and I would really like to avoid going that route. My question is...will suboxone be enough? I'm using roughly a gram-2 grams of EC powder H snorted each day and my tolerance is high right now. I know suboxone wont be a cure all for it, but will it even help at all?
TLDR: 2 years on opiates...1 1/2 on pills last 1/2 on h (snorted). Fairly high tolerance. Will suboxone even touch my WDs?
