PureLife
Bluelighter
Background- I'm prescribed suboxone at 16mg a day. On this specific day i had used heroin. I used very small doses of heroin up to an hour prior to my IV suboxone dose of 3mg. I was beginning to feel opiate withdrawal and thought that shooting the suboxone would provide relief and maybe even I'd feel G good. I was so FUCKING wrong and ignorant. It turns out it was WaY to early to administer the Suboxone, let alone fucking shoot it
30 seconds after I.V administration- I feel an instant chill, my stomache churns, my pupils dialate the size of the moon. The worst part about it was that i felt dizzy. This dizziness scared the shit out of me, like my equilibrium was tossed off just a tad bit
5 minutes after the injection- I'm sweating insanly. I'm soaked in sweat. Everything around me seems distorted, almost bigger. My pupils looked like i was tripping on a heavy dose of mdma or lsd. They were at the biggest i''ve ever seen them. I was soaked in sweat, yet freezing cold. My body physically hurt all over. I was depressed. i didn't want to even open my mouth, let alone speak.
45min. after administration------- I was beginning to feel a little better. My vision was beginning to come back to normal. The sweating subsided, and the i was also beginning to communicate more with people. It was obvious at this point that there was a noticable amount of confusion during the initial 45 minutes of the withdrawal i went through.
All said, i seriously thought something really bad was going to happen to me. It felt worse than opiate withdrawal, this vision distorrion and equilibrium changes are what scared me the most. It felt different from dizziness. It almost felt like my brain swelled or something heh. I don't know what else to say, so if i left out anything of question, I'll be more than happy to answer questions.
-m.
30 seconds after I.V administration- I feel an instant chill, my stomache churns, my pupils dialate the size of the moon. The worst part about it was that i felt dizzy. This dizziness scared the shit out of me, like my equilibrium was tossed off just a tad bit
5 minutes after the injection- I'm sweating insanly. I'm soaked in sweat. Everything around me seems distorted, almost bigger. My pupils looked like i was tripping on a heavy dose of mdma or lsd. They were at the biggest i''ve ever seen them. I was soaked in sweat, yet freezing cold. My body physically hurt all over. I was depressed. i didn't want to even open my mouth, let alone speak.
45min. after administration------- I was beginning to feel a little better. My vision was beginning to come back to normal. The sweating subsided, and the i was also beginning to communicate more with people. It was obvious at this point that there was a noticable amount of confusion during the initial 45 minutes of the withdrawal i went through.
All said, i seriously thought something really bad was going to happen to me. It felt worse than opiate withdrawal, this vision distorrion and equilibrium changes are what scared me the most. It felt different from dizziness. It almost felt like my brain swelled or something heh. I don't know what else to say, so if i left out anything of question, I'll be more than happy to answer questions.
-m.
