suboxone detox did i fuck up or not...

[nomoorange5]

Ive been on suboxone for around 6 years only 2 ive taken it the right way n been quit heron for those 2 years, i been tapered to .25mg over 4 months or so from 8 and i jumped 4 days ago, i havent slept at all those days exept the first day i got bout 5 hours, i can deal w the other wds, but the kicks are my 1 and only thing that reallyfucks w me, which lead to insomnia which kill yo resolve a lot, i broke down n took like a little crumb of sub, it was .25 cut in half then a lil tiny piece off that half n i took that n disolved it within a minute instead of leavin it under my tongue for a while, i really only needed a mental boost but... It reduced the kicks to wher i can sit down but everything else stayed,which im straight with. Actually the lil better i feel the more i want to feel like shit again thinkin i just wasted 4 days of shit, I go back to work in 8 days n i was wonderin if i just fucked myself n gotta start over or if i shouldnt trip that bad, i guess u could count it as a big taper .25, then 4 days, than .00 somethin, im talkin bout a flake here. If i did just fuck it up n 8 days aint enough to atleast deal with shit i wana kno, n if i gothose 8 days with no mo fuck ups could the wds be lessened.

Also iaint on any xanax or other shit like that no sleepn pills no nothin, i wanted to make this as fucked as possible so i never go back, i am takin an all natural supplement called withdrawl ease that was a waste of money or it helped who fuckin knows but the kicks got so bad i took some robutussin n thats how i slept for those few hours the first daybut i ran out n then last night i took a lot of immodium which left me with a stomach ache n nothin else, if someone knows fasho PLEASE get at me

 

[jazz hands]

No, you didn't mess up. Think of it as the next stage of your taper. Taking a little piece every other day or as absolutely needed is a good idea IMO. You're not going to stay addicted to an every other day dose of 0.125mg.

What you're doing is exactly what I did when I quit bupe. Good luck.

 

[tracy007]

I have been on Suboxone for about 7 years myself. Well, on and off. Sometimes I am an idiot and do Heroin and go back on Suboxone. What your taking though is such a small mg. that it's got to mostly be in your head. At least that's what I told myself and everyone told me. There is no reason to jump and make yourself sick. Just taper by taking a crumb a day then every other day then every two days and do it til you are back to normal and getting sleep. For me sleep is what makes me upset and pisses me off if I don't get it. Before I knew about Suboxone I took ambian to come down but then I just got addicted to that. Not good. I'm actually trying to get off subs right now. I was almost off then this past weekend I partied hard and I'm back on. Thank god I had a prescription left because I'm broke and can't go see my Doctor. Good luck. I feel for ya.

 

[jazz hands]

^ It's totally not in your head. Bupe was used in 0.1mg increments for pain before Suboxone came out...