Lucas23
Bluelighter
I've been messing around with my Suboxone dosage: taking as much at 4mgs and as little as 1mg per day for the last five months. When I try to level off at 1 or 1.5mgs I usually get a day or two into it and feel an incredible mental pressure to take 2mg more usually later in the day (I always take my subs first thing in the morning). I'll make up little excuses like, "Boy I feel sluggish today" or "I want to have energy when I work out".
So I've had some decent success over the last week leveling off at 2mgs. Today I took 1mg at 7am and plan to take another 1mg at 7pm. I'll do this for another two days then drop the night time dose and level off at 1mg.
1mg will keep me stable as I continue to work through my recovery. Is anyone else struggling with this same kind of thing? Knowing that you do in fact want to be on Suboxone but wanting to be more "in control" of the dosing? Making up excuses to take more when its probably not even making much of a difference? Well, I know people are because I read the posts in this thread. And just to be clear, I understand the ceiling effect and have not taken more than 4mgs per day for over a year.
Not sure what the long term plan is. I do eventually want to get off subs but there's no rush. Just really hoping to stabilize my dosage and stop making excuses.
So I've had some decent success over the last week leveling off at 2mgs. Today I took 1mg at 7am and plan to take another 1mg at 7pm. I'll do this for another two days then drop the night time dose and level off at 1mg.
1mg will keep me stable as I continue to work through my recovery. Is anyone else struggling with this same kind of thing? Knowing that you do in fact want to be on Suboxone but wanting to be more "in control" of the dosing? Making up excuses to take more when its probably not even making much of a difference? Well, I know people are because I read the posts in this thread. And just to be clear, I understand the ceiling effect and have not taken more than 4mgs per day for over a year.
Not sure what the long term plan is. I do eventually want to get off subs but there's no rush. Just really hoping to stabilize my dosage and stop making excuses.