THE_REAL_OBLIVION
Bluelight Crew
At first when I started MMT in october 2012 they tried to take me off valium 10mg bid, which is a legit script I had been on since forever, way before I did more than snort 1mg dilaudids. Even less needles. Legit need for them. He had me on a much too quick taper so I had my psychiatrist call them and apparently he told them they were a danger to society by taking away my diazepam, the one thread that keeps me from going batshit insane and be kicked out from where I live 
Gotta admit the shrink was happier when I was on subs though. Which is too bad, since I am being switched to the pain clinic since i've shown I was able to use methadone and suboxone correctly and I have my 6 takehomes since forever...But I'll have to be put on methadone again, before being put on a real pleasant full mu agonist; bupe just sucks as a painkiller when you've known better. A couple american friends of mine around here have had Buprenex ampoules scripts for themselves or cat (not kidding) and they say that the .3mg shots are way better than other opiates with no tolerance, but I'll never know. We don't have Buprenex or Temgesic here. Only other bupe product are the BuTrans patches, and thats def not a pain med option for me.
Been wondering what kind of dose they'll put me on methadone and hopefully I won't have to do any inpatient time. I quit methadone at 39mg, was sober 48 hours then I was given 4mg outpatient, just had to lie on a hospital bed 4 hours to see if I was doing ok, which I was, was told to come back the next day and see where I should be, I left with a 10mg script after taking 8mg that day. But I know bupe to methadone or bupe to anything opiate is much more complicated, not that one will get prep wd's but actual wd's...which are just slightly worse, if the methadone dose isn't high enough. Hopefully they won't take me inpatient and start at 15mg again etc. It seems unlikely, I'll ask them at my next appointment, early april.
My grandma is on 20mcg an hour BuTrans patches....she isn't high at all, it didn't change her behaviour at all and says it works wonders, I wish I knew about them before I started to shoot up dillies out of desperation and anger at the health system.
Gotta admit the shrink was happier when I was on subs though. Which is too bad, since I am being switched to the pain clinic since i've shown I was able to use methadone and suboxone correctly and I have my 6 takehomes since forever...But I'll have to be put on methadone again, before being put on a real pleasant full mu agonist; bupe just sucks as a painkiller when you've known better. A couple american friends of mine around here have had Buprenex ampoules scripts for themselves or cat (not kidding) and they say that the .3mg shots are way better than other opiates with no tolerance, but I'll never know. We don't have Buprenex or Temgesic here. Only other bupe product are the BuTrans patches, and thats def not a pain med option for me.
Been wondering what kind of dose they'll put me on methadone and hopefully I won't have to do any inpatient time. I quit methadone at 39mg, was sober 48 hours then I was given 4mg outpatient, just had to lie on a hospital bed 4 hours to see if I was doing ok, which I was, was told to come back the next day and see where I should be, I left with a 10mg script after taking 8mg that day. But I know bupe to methadone or bupe to anything opiate is much more complicated, not that one will get prep wd's but actual wd's...which are just slightly worse, if the methadone dose isn't high enough. Hopefully they won't take me inpatient and start at 15mg again etc. It seems unlikely, I'll ask them at my next appointment, early april.
My grandma is on 20mcg an hour BuTrans patches....she isn't high at all, it didn't change her behaviour at all and says it works wonders, I wish I knew about them before I started to shoot up dillies out of desperation and anger at the health system.
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