Glad to see someone found my tip handy.
I'll try to keep my verbaciousness to a minimum today as I'm in a hurry.
Two days ago I stuck with my one dose of .75mg.
Yesterday I did .5mg then .25mg 12 hrs later.
I'm really hoping my body adjusts to sub's a bit better though.
So far my sub doses seem to only hold me about 12hrs before I start getting mild w/d's symptoms.
By 24 hrs I'm feeling pretty shitty TBH.
It's possible I'm under dosing but I don't really have the supplies to dose more.
Considering the cost & lack of availability in my area though I'm happy to have any at all though.
Opiates in my area have skyrocketed the last few months.
I'd go into it more but price discussion is forbidden so I won't.
I'm assuming the above is vague enough to not even flirt with being borderline.
I'm wondering if perhaps I should try split dosing & dose .25mg or .5mg when I wake followed by a .25mg 8-12hrs later.
It just seems that .5mg doesn't feel like enough so I prefer to do .75mg at once.
But seeing as I'm limited & I'd prefer to be lowering my dose not raising it I'm trying to stick to .75mg a day max with .5mg a day preferred.
Though my experiment yesterday suggests that 2 seperate doses are a better idea.
ar's is the day I'm really dreading though, I'm so tempted to get high for a day.
Grab a bundle & shoot like half of it at once.

I don't normally IV but I've found that the more I taper the more I find the route appealing.
Hell I've been tempted to shoot my sub.
Oh & by don't normally IV I mean I've done it 5-10 times max.
Even with dope I just can't get over the risk factor & have a hard time being willing to do so without a micron.
I've never used a micron before but I feel that if I choose to use IV admin that I should.
It's a bit of a catch 22 though.
As I know if I buy micron's for occasional use that I'll find myself wanting to use IV admin more often.
So I haven't decided whether it's worth the additional mental pressure that acquiring them would bring.
Regardless I'm proud of myself that I've done as well as I have with that particular issue.
Everyone else I know that tried IV was unable to go back to any other route.
I tried it, went back to other routes & used it infrequently since; as I said about 5-10 times.
Those 5-10 times were over the course of 3-6 months so I figure that's better than average for those that have tried IV.
I apologize once again I find myself digressing but the IV thing popped into my head & I felt it would benefit my mental state to get it out.
Having one of those days, really thinking bout tomorrow & wanting to get high.
I just did my .5mg of sub day starter.
Decided to do a shot of vodka (yuck) not sure why.
Probably to try & kick in the rest of the shit I just popped to try & take the edge off.
Popped some soma & valium thinking bout adding some lyrica.
Maybe smoke some M-Amp as well, but kinda wanna save the amps for tomorrow though.
Ugh this day is just not going my way, very high craving day.

To top it off BL is taking like 5-10 min to load each page & pissing me off.
I kinda have to decide today if I wanna get high tomorrow.
Decisions, decisions.
If I do decide to get high tomorrow I'm likely to go with IV even if I don't have microns as at the cost of H in my area it's just not worth it otherwise.
Sigh, it's so tempting but I feel like it will fuck up my taper.
I know I can switch back to sub's & that I would just do it for 1 day but from prior experience even 1 day of getting high shoots my tolerance back through the roof.
Anyways I should digress I failed at not being verbacious but it's just one of those days.
Blasting some tunes & trying to get my head straight.
This song is fitting me atm & I'm listening to it so check the lyrics that I'm paying attention to if your interested.
Well I hope everyone is having a better day than myself.
Best of luck to all with there maintenance & the holidays.
For me New Years & maintenance is a hell of a situation.
I hope others are having better luck handling it.
Normally I can handle things fine but christ the cravings are absurd atm.
I can do tons of other substances & may very well do so, but it's just not what I want.
Hell I'd be happy with a handful of tramadol to add to my sub's as that seems to help a surprising amount.
To anyone on sub's who wants to feel a little something it might not hit you the same but I find tramadol boosts sub's & gives you a bit of a buzz / better feeling.
Even if it's just the mood lift from tramadol's anti-depressant properties.
I'll go ahead & egress now before I post a whole pages worth of shit in one post as I could ramble on a lot more.
Best wishes to everyone for the New Year Holiday.
Be strong as if your like me everyone around you is getting high & you likely want to do the same.

I hope everyone is having a better day than I am.
Just wanted to add that seeing as I'm so verbacious if anyone has a problem with my long posts please let me know & I'll just NSFW each paragraph or something.
Don't want to irritate anyone with my massive posts.
Thanks.